Crybaby!

First of all I have to say... it wasnt that hard and it wasnt worth throwing a fit over....sorry. haha. Now I have to say that... WHY IS IT SO HARD TO GO TO BED AT NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!! I dont wanna go to bed!!!!!!!!!!! I never get peaceful me time! and kids are in bed, hubby is in bed and IM AWAKE! I need to go to bed because it has been so hard for me to get out of bed this week. Probly because I've been staying up so late. Thanksgiving break was so great. I stayed up til midnight or 1 and woke up later than normal which was awesome. G slept til almost 10 everyday! It was awesome. Except for now... i cant go to bed at night aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand I can't wake up in the morning. Come on Saturday... please allow me to sleep in a little. You know before thanksgiving break I was going to bed at like 9:00 because I was so wore out. I just need to stop typing and go to bed! I've been trying to put some potato soup in the crockpot to cook in the morning before i go to work... but i havent got up early enough to do it yet. Hopefully in the morning I will. But prolly not since its already 1045. Luckily i got my homework done before midnight this time though. So did any of my friends win the lottery? If so will you share? D bought some tickets and I tried to go on the website to check if we won ANY money at all.... and i bet everyone is on there cuz it won't load. Maybe people will go to bed before long and i can check it. So i have to tell you a secret. You know when you take a SCORCHING HOT bath? It feels so amazing. It would be so easy for me to drown in a bathtub. I could have went to sleep so easily. It was like 11:30 last night... hahaha. But man I slept so good. I wake up in the mornings and my eyes barely open now... I almost look chinese or japanese? one or the other. but anyways back to the bath.... my skin was like sooooo red when i got out! and when i went to bed, i was warm the rest of the night... didnt even have to cover up. Oh we put our christmas tree up tonight. so cute to see p and g actually get along! they put the decorations on the tree by themselves and they were so nice to eachother. Alright so let me tell you my favorite part of duck dynasty..... at the end of every show.. they pray! That's really amazing that prolly the biggest show being watched in america right now PRAYS! Thats  pretty inspirational. Maybe america should learn from it. Alright guess what! Our ticket WON!!!!!!!!! $4 that is. hahahahahah. We got the first number right and the powerball right. cool huh? I won $4. isnt that fantastic!!!!!!! ok not really. but that means we can buy 2 more. haha. alright good night.

IIII HHHHAAAATTTTEEEE CCCCOOOOLLLLEEEEGGGGEEEEE!!!!

# I HATE SCHOOL!!!!!!! #2 I QUIT SCHOOL and #3 WHY DOES THE DEVELOPING CHILD HAVE TO BE SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!! yes that's in caps... that means im yelling!!!!!!!!!!!! I've been sitting here for an hour trying to start typing an essay.. and guess what? I HAVE NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is ridiculous!! that plus duck dynasty is on. plus x factor was on... plus everything is so distracting............ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! help me help me help me!!! ok i really didnt quit school.....but id like to. its so hard. and i have to observe a 2-7 year old this week.... i better do that before i forget. i shall maybe return... until then.. goodbye

lalala

you know its so nice in my house right now! Why does it have to be bedtime??? I dont wanna go to sleep!!!!  So last night I had to say on my application for my grad course i made a 3.5!!! In this class... I've never made better than a 3! I was so excited! Theres more to the story but I can't say it on here... hahahah! Man I had something on my mind and I forgot........ because it took my computer so long to load, i had to restart it 3 times!!! I love days when I know my favorite tv show is coming on tv.... it makes my day worth while.. haha. I do have to tell you for the kids' bday I bought them 2 childrens recliners one is camo and one is polka dot... they were like 100 a piece... but I used my amazon gift card codes... and i only paid $20!!! thanks to swagbucks! I'm hoping to get more before christmas so i can buy christmas for free too! Alright since i forgot what i was gonna say i guess im done... you know whats cool tho.. when the moon is bright and the clouds arent covering it and you can go outside and see EVERYTHING!!! LIke the sun is out only more peaceful! If only it wasnt like 10 degrees. Isn't it weird how you meet someone and marry them? Like God made someone for you to marry... how weird is that. And you meet them.. and your kids have the same birthday and you have the exact same vehicle! How weird... its like God's humor... alright thats all i reckon since i forgot.............blah

Just a word of advise for parents with children ages 2-6!!! This is breaking news to me! I just read that "Appetite decreases between ages 2 and 6 because, compared with infants, young children need far fewer calories per pound of body weight. This is especially true for children today, who play outdoors less than their parents or grandparents did. However, instead of appreciating this natural change in appetite, many parents fret, threaten and cajole their children into eating more than they should ("Eat all your dinner and you can have ice cream." Isnt that crazy? I've experiences this twice with kids not eating!!! and G is the worst eater ever. She pigged out until around the age 2.... now she hardly eats. So there ya go! Don't fret if your kid don't eat, its natural!

Finding Bigfoot....

First of all I have to tell you we went and hunted bigfoot tonight... lol. We actually went to check the deer camera but before we went D told me that someone told him today they saw bigfoot near the back of our property. anyways so it was kinda funny the whole time we were drivin we were freakin out. But I have come to 2 conclusions why there is no bigfoot. #1: if there was a bigfoot, someone would have already killed one and became famous!!! I told D if we saw one we were killing it so we could buy a new house! haha. #2 if bigfoot was real, people wouldnt be walking in the woods in the dark to try to find him... isnt he scary? we were screaming the whole time and never heard or saw anything that compared to a bigfoot. i couldnt imagine being out walking where they were supposed to be found. and on the finding bigfoot show on animal planet they make it just look like a gorilla. I just had to get that out there cuz it was funny tonight. We did kill a skunk and shot at a coyote and missed (D not me). Saw a lot of deer. Tried to moon my nephews deer camera but it never flashed.... I tried to convince D, P and ronnie to all go moon it but the litle boys were freakin out and wouldnt even get out.... finally P got out and just made faces at the camera, but it never flashed... I really hope it didnt take a pic because they may see something they didnt wanna see.  You know what I can remember (speaking of mooning people) I can remember when we used to be drivin down the road in the middle of siloam and my aunt patsy would just moon people.... right in the middle of town!!! I remember doing it myself and my dad doing it. It's like back then you could show your butt anywhere and no one cared, they thought it was funny. Oh well apparently theres a lot of stuff you can't do anymore. I miss my childhood. I had a great childhood. Man those were the days. I kissed g good night and when I walked out i was thinking man isn't it sad my baby is almost 4.... when i know my mom is saying can you beleive my baby is 26? and my grandma is saying... can you beleive my baby is 50? (or 49 or however old she is). alright that's depressing... so anyway good night
Oh wait i just remembered a tv show im gonna make. Have you watched that catfish show that comes on mtv after teen mom 2? Ok so i'm gonna make a tv show of the "fake" person talking to the other person. That seems interesting to me. Ok nobody steal my idea... patent pending.. lol jk. nighty night

normalcy (is that a word?)

Sometimes I wonder why people can't be normal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wait what is the definition of normal? Let's see. Oh hmm this could start a wonderful conversation. It says "conforming to the standard or common type." Lovely. Because lately I think the "common type" is the CRAZY PSYCHO PEOPLE!!!!!!!!! Ok not really but I know more now than I have ever known in my whole life. I know a couple people who would be perfect together because they act just alike! Controlling.... yes. Lazy, stupid, rude.... yes. Doesn't want anything to do with their own kids?.... YES!!! Ok I have a friend on facebook that I read today and she said something about they do everything with their kids because they are the center of their universe and when their kids look back they want them to remember that. That is very touching because there isn't very many people like that anymore. My daughter is the center of my universe also but I must say I need a break sometimes. She gives me a run for my money a lot and sometimes I need to free my mind because she stresses me out so bad. But praise God I am able to have her EVERY DAY!!!!!!!!!! I don't see how parents do that every other week away from there child. I could NOT do that EVER!!! One night is enough. Sometimes I'd like a weekend (which i've never done) but not EVERY other weekend. That would suck also. You know what else, we've been having conversations about God lately at school (teachers). And it is so sad to see this nation falling. There are definite signs of the end of times. I can't wait to get to heaven but at the same time I want to see my daughter grow. Heaven is a hard concept to grasp. The Bible says so many things about Heaven. Will we know our family in Heaven? I've read and heard several different opinions on this. Actually you know what? I bet raising a teenager is very hard in these days! There are so many things out there for them.... I was raised right.. I never even got offered the bad stuff by anyone. I think people knew better than to ask me. I pray that I can raise my kids the same way. God is big and can do so many things in your life if you will just give him all the control. God is in control whether you accept it or not. I have been considering some VERY BIG decisions lately. I need a lot of prayer about them. Sometimes life is hard and you feel like you need to make decisions that could change your life. No I'm not divorcing my husband! HAHAHA! I started thinking it might sound like that. hahaha. It's hard to see people in church on Sunday and see them in a bar on Friday drunker than a skunk. You know what else is hard. After my last "breakup" when I was still debating on divorce we went to church together, got prayed for, and there was this very spiritual family that prayed with us and we lived  with them for a couple days. I thought they were great people and maybe they are. But when I ran into that certain someone in walmart a year ago, It was those people that told her who I was! How could they do that? Here's what I dont understand, they've seen him in his lies, caught him in lies and continue to side with him. I honestly don't understand. They probably covered for him a lot. I dont get people. People are weird. Why can't everyone be NORMAL!!!!!!!! Wait, maybe I should say why can't everyone be LIKE ME! hahaha jk. by no means am I normal, but I try to be as normal as i can. I try to be as civil as I can, but when people cross me the wrong way, it's hard to be civil. There's not too many people I don't like, but the one's i don't like I REEEEAAALLLLLLYYYY don't like. I don't understand how so many people can lie as bad as they do. Why would someone even want to lie? It gets you nowhere (possibly hell but that's it.). I don't understand a lot of stuff. Why is the law on the bad persons side? Why can't everyone be normal! haha. Ok you know what I think is really cool? In the evening when you can see all the airplanes in the sky with the trails behind them. that is so cool. and I was driving the other day and I was thinking ok, if the plane is going up that means they are coming towards us right? and If they are going down they are going away? Why is the world round? HAHAH! oh the things I can think if only I try.. haha. good night

Alright..... now let me tell you... it says I had 159 page views on my blog last night and this morning!!! WOAH!!!! how cool is that? I'm really famous! Ok let me tell you something funny... I'm the weirdest person ever. I was in hobby lobby and I was almost done, but I still wanted to look around cuz they had some neat stuff on sale.... so i go and get some deco mesh cuz i'm gonna try to make a wreath.... and when i stop to look at that stuff... my cart wheel starts acting stupid. I mean this is weird because it was fine the whole time!!! I was in there for like an hour... and after an hour it started acting up really? and i'm as far away from the registers as i can be... so i'm like crap... ok and if i turn the cart where the wheel is turning its fine but when i go straight, it messes up.. kinda embaressing, so i'm like ok crap i can't keep drivin around the store like this, i'm done.. so the wheel is like skidding across the floor making this really loud noise... i'm like gee i hope no one sees and i kept swerving cuz when i would swerve the wheel would turn right.. HAHAHAHAH I"M SUCH A NERD!!! Let me tell what else... I was sitting at a stoplight in siloam and for some reason my music was off... (which never happens) i glance over to the car next to me and this girl is by herself and she's just singing away and i thought it was hilarious because when i'm drivin on the dirt road i turn the music up so loud and sing so loud and i keep thinking i hope there's noone on the side of the road that can see me. I sing all the time, but when i'm in town.... I DONT!!! I dont want people to catch me singing hahahhah they would die laughing... cuz when i sing.... I REALLY SING!!! HAHAHA! Guess what I'm watching? TEEN MOM 2!!! YAYYY! FINALLY! So i'm making a cake for a baby shower and i'm so scared!!! It's gonna be really cute! But i thought 1 cake would fit in a 9x13 pan.. and it took 2!!! So i ran out of eggs and shortening so i had to go back to the dollar store to get some. I still have to make the second cake (2 mixes), AHHHH!! But luckily its for wednesday. I'm also making marshmallow fondant to put make decorations for the cake... never done that before. hope it turns out ok.. if all else fails at least itll taste good! haha. Oh Oh oh oh oh oh!!! i just remembered something important i needed to say.. i bought P and G some kids recliners for their bdays and I bought them off of amazon. i used all my amazon gift cards from swagbucks... and I only had to pay a little bit of money! I used $160 in Amazon Gift Cards!!!! how awesome is that, so it's like I'm getting 2 childrens recliners for free. That's why I love swagbucks! I had a $25 amazon gift card from a swagbucks survey that i did. and the rest was just from general searching and codes...... i'm amazed. i definitly didnt think it would be that awesome when my sister forced me to sign up!! So SIGN UP FOR SWAGBUCKS! You have to be awesome to get that many gift cards but if you keep trying and searching you'll do awesome! Here's my referral link. swagbucks.com/refer/Shangranew
Ok I'm done now. Ciao

Ok it says I have 58 page views and they are all from the past 30 minutes!!! Wow that's a lot of people reading my blog! How fun! Am I famous now? Cuz I really wanna be famous!!!! I forgot to say that I can't wait for tomorrow because teen mom 2 comes back in tomorrow and that show called catfish the tv show! That's all!

long time no see

Have you noticed I start almost all of my posts with the word OK? HAHA! I told myself not to do it this time and i still almost did. I havent been on here in a while. I havent had TIME!!!!!! OH MY GOSH where has the time gone! I've been so busy. Where has the year gone though really? Its almost Thanksgiving, how is that possible? One more week and we have a whole week off of school..... weird. You know what tonight I got all my grades back on the first week of the new class.... and I got a 3.5/4 on discussion and 3/4 on the application... which SUCKS!!!!!! On the first class I always got 4's on discussions, and never got under 3.5 on applications. Let me tell you what else... Professor said this in the grading thing: "You are a leader in this class" what does that mean? did she tell everyone that? that makes me want to be able to read everyone elses and see everyone elses grades. I really wish we could. I felt good when she said that, but then i get a 3 on my application and I'm thinking WWWHHHHAAATTT..... on the bright side a 3 is a B!!! not a C which is awesome. So this morning I was asleep and I was dreaming about something, cant remember what, but i do remember i was in my moms back yard... anyways i dreamed that my back was hurt... guess what happened next? I woke up...... AND I COULDNT MOVE!!!!!!! My back hurt SOOOO BAD!!!! It was the weirdest thing ever. It was because I slept on my belly all night, but dang it was terrible i couldnt move. So you know what I want for Christmas for those of you in my family that draw my name (as i whisper trent.. cuz i know your reading this!).... I want a kitchenaid mixer! You know what else i want.... I want a rug for my living room with one of those padded things that goes under it..... that's all i want. I've thought and thought and thought about what i want for christmas and those are the only 2 things i can think of. You know what I havent talked about in a long time? music! you know my new favorite song? I think its zac brown band.... that's so sad. I saw good bye in her eyes... oh and taylor swift... HAHAHA! not the weird song... the one about .. on a wednesday in a cafe, i watched it begin again... So you know what? I have to make a cake for a baby shower on wednesday!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!! i'm scared. what if it turns out bad!!!!!!!!!!!!?????? I just remembered i should probably go buy a gift for that same baby shower.... man i'm so behind. G was invited to a birthday party here while back and I need to buy that dude something too!!!!!!!! I'm such a bad mom and friend!!! I'm so slow at buying gifts.... I'm the worst! I always think ok im gonna do this, or that and I NEVER DO!!!! or maybe i do but its like 3 months later!!! haha. G and P's bdays are coming up in 2 weeks and they havent got anything yet either... havent even planned a party! Ruh roh raggy! You know what I love about kids... that time called their sensitive period.... you know what that is? when you can teach them things and they stick with them.. the time they learn the best. I have kids in my class now that are in that period... G is kinda in that period also... She can copy words and letters so good and she can remember letters a lot better than she used to. and the letter sounds she does for speech, She can do it by herself! Just like kids in my class we've worked on names and letters pretty hard and its amazing to see how much they have learned so much already. Being a teacher is a wonderful job especially when you can sit back and reflect on what you have taught! It's amazing! One day I really want to open my own preschool thing...... or something. I actually want to work in a hospital REALLY BAD!!! Have i ever told you that? I want to teach in a hospital... is that possible? I would LOOOOOVVVVEEEEE that!!!!!!!!!!!! ok i better do something else now! Wait, you know what I have to do next week for my application assignment? I have to observe a 0-2 year old! anyone wanna loan me their kid for 30 minutes? lol.... I'm excited it should be fun. luckily my sis has a 6 month old that is perfect for this! ok but really now goodbye!

Ok tonight has been amazing! We got in the vehicle to drive home from school and G whines really bad.. mainly cause i told her she wasnt going to see her neena tonight because of the way she acted last night. Then i let her call her neena... and we got home and she was absolutly AMAZING!!!! we played outside for like 2 hours and then came in and she just got some books, we made her a christmas list... and then she just played by herself. Then took a shower and got her in bed at 8 hoping she'd be asleep by 10 and she's still awake at 930... lol.. But the good thing is she isnt throwing a screaming yelling fit!!! PRAISE JESUS!!! She's yelling at me MOOOOOOOM MOOMMMMAAA haha but shes in a good mood so im ignoring her. I have to quit going in there everytime she yells at me. BUT i gave her sticker chart back tonight and she was super happy and was joking that she was going to erase the sad faces on there. I absolutly love when she is in a good mood. Tonight it was like i didnt have to worry about what I said like I have been, i could say one thing about anything really and she'd just go off in a fit. Tonight if i told her no she was just like ok..... it was amazing. hopefully it stays this way. HOpefully she goes to sleep sometime tonight too. hahahahah. Last night i was so frustrated that I wanted to quit trying to get my masters degree..... because i couldnt handle it, my paper was going to be late and i was so frustrated at her and the paper and myself and stressed. It was insane. The CMA's tonight are so funny. There will never be better hosts than carrie underwood and brad paisley. they are so funny. So teen mom 2 comes on novemeber 12 I CANT WAIT!!!! i'm watching jersey shore and it cracks me up too. I need more reality shows to come on soon! The bachelor or something. greys and private practice havent came on in a week. im ready for army wives and drop dead diva to come back on. RIght now snooki is cooking and she's about to burn down the house. hahahahah. Alright I said i was going to sleep early tonight so i better work on that... nighty