Just a little venting... not too much...

Ok so where shall I start? people who don't pay me back? people who whine and gripe all the time? people who act to be a Christian but still do certain things? or those freaky helicopters that fly right above your house? hmmmmmmmm should I keep going? Ok first of all.... if you owe me money and I've asked you nicely to pay me back two or three times, i'm not going to ask anymore, I will just write it down as a loss on my part. Even thought it's a hundred plus dollars... but I'm telling you when I see you putting something on facebook about someone ripping you off or taking your money, I must refrain from commenting.... UMMMM THAT'S WHAT YOU GET!!!!! I do know that sometimes people can't get the money to pay you back, but hey just say I'm sorry I don't have the money right now? or possibly I will never pay you back, but I can return your product to you, that will work too. But the whole "ignore me" thing just doesnt set right with me. And here's another one.... "I've been trying to break a $20 to get change so I could mail it" really?? you're not supposed to send cash in the mail and I know you're not that stupid! This person owes me like $28 and told me several times he will try to send it soon, he just hasn't had time. Yet, they have time for facebook? When i se them post EVERYTIME i just wanna comment... "umm can you please take one moment and put my money in an envelope and send it to me" but ya know what oh well.... it's always the people you think you can trust that you CANT! but i guess life goes on. God forgives... so can i right? but..... GIVE ME MY MONEY!!!!!! lol. ok that vent is over. I still really like both of those people by the way. I never see them anyways, but if i did i'd still say hi and act like nothing was wrong because that's how i am. I'm afraid to ask people after I've already asked them that many times, i feel like i'm never gonna get it anyways. ANYWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOOOOOOOOOO you know what else i hate? people who whine and gripe ALLLLLLL THE TIME!!!!!!!!! if its not one thing its the next (sounds kinda like me huh?) haha! The only difference is I whine and and gripe in a blog post so people only read it if they want to... they aren't forced to read it on their news feed!!! I'm not like this.... It's cold... I whine... it's hot... I whine.... (ok maybe i do... lol) anyways.............today must be one of those annoyed type of days. Maybe i'm annoying but GUESS WHAT???? YOU CHOSE TO READ THIS!!!!!!!!!! I DIDN'T FORCE YOU TOO!!!!!!! SO DON'T TALK ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH ONLY KIDDING. talk about me if you please. just don't let it get back to me or i will talk about you.... haha! You know what I noticed the last time i wrote a blog post? I read it the next morning and realized exactly how random i was.... I went from one thing to the next without even finishing the last thing i was talkin about. wow my mind... crazy thing i tell ya. hold on let me look on facebook and see if i can find something else to gripe about..OH I DID!!!!! I just seen that there is a sherri thomason on facebook and she has a profile picture??? I bet her daughter did that! That sherri thomason lady told me she would NEVER have a facebook!!!!!!!!!!!!!! um um um sherri!!!!!!!! You know what else.... the last time someone told me something would never happen... that happened also........... um um um..... A.T...... ok back to real life. ok actually in real life i have nothing to talk about.... lets go back to imaginary life.... I have a headache...... OH YEA!!!!!! GUESS WHAT I DID LAST NIGHT?????????? Remember last night was wednesday... and my homework is due on sundays... I DID ALL OF MY HOMEWORK!!!!!! I'm done like 4 days early? that never happens im gonna have to try that again next week. I don't have to sit in front of the computer sunday night for 4 hours trying to do my assignments. I only have 1 thing left to do, but i can't do it until the other people post their stuff so i can comment on it. that's what suck i have to wait on other people to do it and they wait til last minute... lol. Who does that? WHO IN THE WORLD WOULD WAIT UNTIL THE LAST MINUTE TO DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!! oh yea.... i would... ok moral of the story........ *If i owe you money... please tell me.. i would never not pay someone back on purpose.... *If you're whiny and gripy on facebook, I'm deleting you... i mean only if its constant... if it's just sometimes, i'll let it slide because we are all whiny and gripy sometimes but not ALL the time! *NEVER SAY NEVER!!!! *DO YOUR HOMEWORK EARLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hey that was kinda cool... it was like at the end of a chapter in a textbook and it gives you a summary... now i just need some review questions.......... lol

yabba dabba doo!

oh my gosh its been so long! not really.... but it feels that way! Tonight I got my homework done before 6:00! Isn't that wonderful! I looked at my homework for the rest of this class and it didn't look bad. only 4 weeks left! And guess what? Still all perfect grades! That last professor had a problem...... that's right she was mean! anyways so As i was doing laundry earlier i was thinking...... Remember the day they said the storms were going to be really bad. They kept saying it was like a powderkeg..... yea and i was up until 230 AM? and it barely rained? but well I stayed the night at my moms that night because it was supposed to be really bad ya know? So before I left home I made sure I cleaned... dishes, floors (swept and mop), laundry.... and then i thought about it... If a tornado were to hit my house i WOULD NOT want my dirty underwear to be seen! HAHAHAHAHA! so I made sure all the clothes in the house were clean!!! anyways but then i got some stuff and got ready to leave and i was thinking oh man what if this is the last time i see this house standing?? I mean we had tons of warning that it was gonna be bad... those moore people had little warning... and it defintely got us to see what could really happen.... so see there's God..... It happened there... and now we are all VERY PREPARED for when we have a chance of tornados like that. He's saving our lives.... I stayed the night at my moms for no reason.... it didn't get bad at all. now the night before on the other hand was very scary... we even got in the cellar! and i can only remember one time before being that scared when i was a kid... and we had to go to the milk barn because thats all we had.... now lets talk about the night before... yea it was fun! This is why God creates these situations.... let me tel you why... you know EVERYONE used to know there neighbors... walk to the neighbors and ask for flour.... well now noone knows their neighbors... (or at least i really kinda dont) (well actually i do) (HAHAHAHA) anyways my mom and dad had all the neighbors on top of their hill in their cellar.... let me tell you what all led up to this... first it was just me mom and the woman neighbor... dad and the woman neighbors husband were outside... well it started POURING and HAILING they were about to come in but i guess they decided not to and the door SLAMMED close and busted my eardrums.... then they got in there... we had the door locked... just 6 of us.... well dad was talkin about that old tree falling right on the door and us not being able to get out... and then all of a sudden BANG..... BANG BANG..... BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG! then finally we realized it was someone trying to get in! HAHAHA. at first i was like omg... theres a tornado and stuff is hitting the door! well we opened it they get in and stink like wet rain ya know cuz they been running in the rain.. haha! and then it gets really muggy in there and im about to pass out because theres too many people in such a small space and oh my gosh it was just terrible.... but i lived... thats the good part. overall it was fun. Then we had to go drive around and look at the damage before i went home... anyways it was fun... let me tell you i like an adrenaline rush... its like playing in a state championship basketball game! what a thrill! speaking of basketball.... i had a dream that night that i was playing softball.... and i was catcher and i had to get all my gear on but for some reason i didn't have my cleats on and coach odle was already yelling at me... and then i stepped on a piece of glass.. and part of it came out and then i put my foot down on the cement to wipe some blood off (while he was still yelling at me) i really put my foot down so he could see the blood but i dont think he cared.... well then i looked again and the glass was still there.... well then i couldn't even walk... then i woke up... and you know what???? MY FOOT HURT SOOOOOOO BAD!!!!!!!!! but you know it was only my imagination. ok im done i guess

I don't think I can get it all out!

HAHA Out of my mind that is.... I have ALOT to talk about. blah blah blah blah blah blah! Ok really though first of all I have to tell you that in my new class, I'm already in week 3 and I've made nothing but perfect grades so far! Remember the last class I took and I was making like 1.5/4 or 2.0/4... that was ridiculous! This instructor is so much awesomer and she gives us awesome feedback on exactly what we wrote, not random crap like the last lady! and she also told us if we don't do good on an assignment she will have us redo it... I emailed my last instructor and asked her if I could redo it and she told me no and pretty much that I was stupid... in a nicer manner.... and you know what I forgot to evaluate her... ohhhhh shes lucky! I probably refrained from evaluating her because I knew I would do and say bad things. It's not good to evaluate someone bad, i would feel bad, maybe I'm just that stupid... but really 50% on like 3 assignments when I've never made a freakin F in my life!!!!!!!!! Yea RIDONCULOUS! yea I said ridonculous not ridiculous. Ok now let me tell you something thats been on my mind a lot lately.... Have you ever wonder if you are where God wants you to be in life? Did you follow His plan or go with your own? I have recently learned from a friend the true meaning of being a follower and how you should wait for God to clearly show you what you should do. So I've been wondering.... is this where I'm supposed to be or where I want to be? Another thing... I have seen and heard and listened to a few people talk about "Where was God" during the tornado.... and they all came to the conclusion about not to celebrate that God was with you... cuz he wasnt with someone else? Here's the deal though... if it happened to me you're dang right I'd be Praising God for protecting me.... whether it bothers someone or not... HE was the ONE who protected your hiney and you better bet I'll be praising HIM!!! He's protected me and my children more than once in my life and while it may have harmed others... I could care less.. It's between Me and God.... BUT now where was God with those little kids in that school who got killed? That's hard to say but you can be dang right he was there. He was probably welcoming those children into heaven before they were even gone.... This world contains so much evil that maybe he was saving those children from something. Or maybe he is providing an eternal life for their parents... There is only one way those families will see those children again and that is thru Jesus Christ! Maybe they didn't know him........ Maybe they hate HIM now... but you know what... I know someone who was mad at God and it led to one of the most God praising people I've ever known in my life. There is something good to come out of that. I do have one complaint..... There should not be 20,000 houses in a 30 mile radius.... or however far it was.... that's a lot of houses in a small area!!!! If their houses were as spread out as ours in the country... it wouldn't have been so much.... I mean i know there are places bigger than colcord american... but still. Here's whats weird.... you see all the hosues destroyed and then one right across the street that isn't even damaged.... one leveled and one not touched.... weird... Maybe those people pleaded the blood of Jesus over their house.... Hm. Who knows? God is amazing and works in very amazing ways.. you just always have to look for the good in a situation. Although I'm telling you I would have a very hard time finding good out of a situation if my children were killed. that would be so hard... I do pray for those families and of anyone that died... super sad. Anyways........ hmmmmmmmmmmmmm so i had a yard sale and made like 300 and some dollars! Cool huh! 300 and some dollars worth of junk! Oh yea another thing.... actually no i better not say it... maybe i should have a private blog that only i read... then i can vent some more.. lol! Alrighty................................................. GOODBYE!

AH HAHAHAHAH! THIS IS HYSTERICAL!

OK so first of all i have to tell you, i've been seeing these blogs that are all cool looking. They are pretty and organized and spaced and stuff, mine are all munched together. Like i can push enter several times so theres space between the lines and it still jumbles it all together. Dang i wanna cool blog..... (Gonna push enter three times here....) Ok so now for the hysterical part... I'll just get straight to the point before I tell the whole story.... I GOT BUCKED OFF OF A PONY!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! ISN'T THAT HYSTERICAL?! HHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!Ok now... G wanted to pet the pony but she wasnt going to ride it because last time she fell off of it cuz the dog bit its tail.. so i went and got it and said wheres the saddle? G said no i'm not riding it... so i didn't put the saddle on it, well she pet it and she was done, so i thought... i didn't go all the way out there to get the pony just so she could pet it.. so i tied its leadrope so it was like a bridle.. and hopped on... well its back is really little and narrow anyways so i was trying to get situated... finally get situated and say come on .... and make the kissin noise ya know... well he dont go so i barely kicked him on the belly and all of a sudden i thought he was just going to take off running... but it was kinda like a run stop and buck type thing that i was nowhere near prepared for... and next thing i know im face first in the ground.... hahahahahahaha! HAHAHAHAHAHAH! HHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!! Well i'm laying there thinkin about how bad my legs hurt cuz i hit the ground really hard..... and my mom is just busting out laughing..... so then i start laughin and g is on the swing set bawling......... i guess she thought i was hurt.. i dunno. but i was laying there almost crying but laughing at the same time.... When i finally get up i go get the pony in the pen find a little rock and chunk it at him... and hes lucky it didn't hit him.. because it hit a pine tree and bounced off of it really hard... then mom proceeds to tell me that all their ponies they had when they were little just had 1 eye.... and I'm like hmmmmmm i wonder why???? NOW I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!! Theyre stupid! next time i'll be prepared to hold on... hahahahah! I seriously couldn't beleive i just got bucked off..... i was in pure amazement. So the earthquake you felt tonight... yea that was just me.... no worries. I probly won't be able to get out of bed tomorrow! I bet my mom just can't wait to tell my dad I got bucked off that pony. I think that made her day. I said mom what if i broke my legs? she said I'd probly still be laughing because that was funny! geeeeeeez. So as i'm driving home down the dirt roads i'm thinking about stuff.... because i think alot, if you haven't noticed. And actually i'm thinkin about men... HAHAHAHAHHAHA! MEN! anyways you know what i LOVE about men (well, some men)... VEINY HANDS! isn't that weird. that comes second to teeth..... This sounds weird... but my cousins all have really veiny hands... and you can see the veins go up their arms... i think its REALLY cool! i love veins. i think they're cool. HA anyways.... Now actually heres what i was thinking. i wish when i thought about stuff i could just say it and it type it on my blog.... cuz sometimes i have really interesting stuff in my mind..... Like this...... When i was a little girl, i thought bruises were so cool! I thought they were so cool that in 5th grade, I repeatedly punched myself in the face so i could have a black eye.... ok so that sounds bad... but of course i wasn't hitting myself hard.... that would hurt. i just sat there and tapped my fist below my eye because i wanted to look cool.... to this day i still love black eyes! I've only had i think 2 black eyes in my life... and guess what? They were both from baseball! Once my uncle threw the ball REALLY high (it's weird that i still remember this) i was probably like 8 or 7 or 6 or something i was young... and i tried to catch it and the sun was in my eyes.... or something... and the ball smacked me right in the eye ball! i thought i was so cool! FINALLY I HAD A BLACK EYE!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAH. at the time i didn't think it was cool because it hurt so bad, but then you know you have to go look in the mirror to see how bad it looks. ok the second time (weird i remember this one also) i dont think it was really my eye... but i do think it got black around that area.... i was playing a baseball game and you know i was the pitcher (because i'm awesome.... or WAS awesome) i was probably 10 this time... and there was a hit to the outfield they threw it home and the catched missed it, so i ran home because the 3rd base runner was running home... and the catcher threw it to me hard but the sun was right in my eyes.... and it hit me right in the temple (well not right in the temple or i would've died) but i think i was knocked out for a minute cause i remember waking up to the umpire in my face asking if i was alright? AM I ALRIGHT? DO I LOOK ALRIGHT!!!!!!!!!!! haha. well it left stitch marks on my head..... now that was REALLY COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was pretty soon after that when my mom made me stop playing baseball and i had to go play sissy softball with the girls! dang her..... it was only because they all tried to hit me when i batted, because i struck them out. That sounds sarcastic but i'm being serious...... they really hit me almost everytime i got up to bat.... they hated me. I love how i can remember things from baseball, those were the best years of my life. I remember having a crush on a boy..... and i think one time i cried becuase it was our last baseball game or something and i wouldn't see him no more.... HAHAHAHAH! i can still remember some of their names... tucker.... and ummm there was a ben.... ha thats about all i remember.. i just remember it was so fun! i wish i could be a kid all my life. isn't it sad that you have to grow up..... not really but really! well i hope my spaces worked... if they didn't they'll be all jumbled............ sad face.......... good day matey!

Issues and Trends in Early Childhood---------------------> MISSION COMPLETE

SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT YEA!!!!!!!!!!! IM DONE IM DONE IM DONE IM DONE IM DONE IM DONE IM DONE IM DONE!!!! CAN YOU BELEIVE IT! I ACTUALLY FINISHED THIS COURSE! I have never hated a course as bad as this one. ohhhh boy i cant wait to evaluate that teacher! heheeh. would you like to read the last paragraph of my assignment... oh wait speaking of my assignment i must turn it in to my eportfolio... one moment while i submit that.....(I sounded like those people you call to cancel stuff huh? "One moment while i take care of that for you... ok can i help you with anything else today?") "Throughout this course, I have struggled quite a bit. Through this struggle I have dug deep inside myself and pulled out the true me. I have always been taught to never give up. In spite of these struggles, I’ve come to realize they are nothing compared to the struggles some children face everyday. Whether it be the fact that they are facing poverty, racism, hate and oppression or the fact that they have autism, bipolar disorder, mental retardation or some other disability. My struggle is nothing compared to theirs. It is an option for me to continue through my struggles or quit and be completely struggle free. For these children, it is not an option. They are starving, naked and cold and they can do nothing about it. So I have come to face the fact that I will continue to struggle by my own choice to better educate myself on these children’s struggles, so one day I can make a difference and maybe protect children from these types of struggles. I may not be able to help every child, but I will do my best to help every child that I can." Isn't that just precious... Believe or not the world doesn't revolve around me. That is one thing I've learned an abundance about in this course, about poverty. So you know tomorrow it's back to real life.... gotta love it! I had an amazing three days away.. a very lovely drive on the way up there, great conversation, great friends... and last but not least... MMMMMMEEEEEMMMMMOOOOORRRRRIIIIIIEEEEEESSSSS! haha. I so wish we could've watched that baseball game, but since we didn't at least we went back to the stadium and got forms to fill out for a refund! THANK GOD! I'd hate to pay 48 bucks for NOTHIN!! And i also got to practice changing a flat tire on my tahoe. I've never had to put a spare tire on the tahoe. of course i've changed many flats, but never on the tahoe..... so getting the spare tire down took about 20 minutes and the rest took about 5... hahahah. that was probably the best part of the trip... luckily at least one person with me knew how to help... while the other 2 directed traffic.. lol! just kidding. It was a fun memory... and a great trip. at least we made it home safe... right? Yep safe and sound and slept amazing until about 930 this morning in my own bed! Alright now that my stress is OVER, i will get out of here and actually relax for the rest of my sunday night! WAHOO!!!! Hope everyone has a lovely week!

I'm An Inventor!

Ok so you know I'm getting pretty creative. First of all, remember my little "teacher toolbelt" (Patent Pending) that I was going to make because of that terrible invisible person in my classroom that ALWAYS steals my pens!!!!!! Well today while teaching color words, I decided I need to invent crayons, that ONLY have the color word on them in big print! Teaching color words would be so much easier if they did this! They could be called "Teachable Crayons" or "The Crayon Box That Taught" (instead of talked... lol!) (Patent Pending... HAHAHAHHA)Oh my gosh I'm a genius (did I spell that right). While I'm at it I may just write a song! If I wrote a song it would have to be about how perfect I am... and how ridiculous everyone else is!!!! hahaha jk. Isn't it weird how YOU (talking about me) are normal and your friends are normal but a lot of other people are very weird.... hahahah. I mean really... to the other people, i bet they think YOU (not talking about me here... haha) are weird. It's weird how everyone thinks their beleifs (that's spelt wrong, i before e except after c) are right and other peoples are wrong. Who is to say who is right? I feel like I'm always right... unless I'm wrong of course, but you know what I'm never wrong. and if i just so happen to be wrong (which i never am), then I'm not very happy, but I'm always happy cuz i'm never wrong.... get what i'm tryin to say there.... hahahah! Remember when I started the blog how I stated I have to start a blog because I like to blab... and my friends don't like me if i blab, so i start a blog... haha only kidding. I blab all the time, in fact I never shut up. I mainly love to tell dreams.. you know why? because the dream is so clear in your mind and when you start to tell it.... you are reminded of how it is alllllllll weird and you shoulda never started telling it in the first place. That happens to me everytime. It goes something like this "so last night i had a dream and we were at the milk barn... no wait this is weird... actually the milk barn was at school... no actually it wasn't a milk barn... It was just a school that had milk stalls in it... ok now i can't remember what else happened" hahahahah you know how dreams are sooooooooo weird!!! I love dreams, but I haven't had a dream in a long time... usually if i do it's about me losing or breaking my retainer.. (which I MUST have or i could possibly die)... or some ex scumbag trying to find me or suck up or make up to me or something like that. but about 3 or 4 months ago i dreamed every night and it was so awesome! I LOVE dreams! anyways................... wow haven't been blabby in a while. Soooooooooo. I started this to talk about my inventions and it turned into this... but at least now you know how perfect I am! Right?

why hello there.......

ha! what an intro... so do you remember at the beginning when i started the blog how i mentioned my mind wants to blow up when it gets soooooooo full....... well guess what? it's been how long since I wrote a blog post? so yea.... my mind.... on the verge of blowing.......... wayyyyyyyyyyyy to much crap going on right now! I hate grad school! next week is my last week of this class and Praise the Lord I'm done with that one! That teacher is soooooooooooooooo not nice! (Hope I don't accidentally post this on my school blog that we have to have..... that would suck!) I'd definitly get an F then.... This is by far the hardest class I"ve had yet. I thought oh man this is a piece of cake.. until this class and I try my best and still get freaking F's on assignments! Then I'll get 100%'s for a couple of weeks then back to F's..... I think she's picking on me. She is being very bias and grading based on her opinions and not being open to the ideas of others..... yea anyways.... I actually get a week off after this class... then back to it again... But if my NSU crap gets figured out, I'll be there this summer instead of the other place. So I'm supposed to be doing an assignment right now that's due tonight... but guess what? HA IM NOT!!!!!! ok so you know used to i'd write a blog like every sunday night because I'd be up all night doing an assignment.. well here i am again. I feel like if i blog before i write then my mind is clear of everything I'm mad about or worried about or anything like that. Man this coming week is a big week!soooo busy! You know the last week of this class is the week of the "major assignments" that must be submitted to the eportfolio.... which means they have to be gooooooooooooood! and i just so happen to be unavailable this coming weekend.... therefore I MUST get it done before this weekend!!! By this weekend I pretty much mean has to be done WEDNESDAY!!!! that will probly never happen and I'll be up until midnight next sunday night doing the same thing I am tonight except minus the blogging because I will actually HAVE to get it done or I will fail the class. I could go on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on about this...... but i guess ill stop! So lets talk about yesterday..... first went to a tball game.. how fun... next played basketball against the harlem wizards.... now that was fun. but bad.... because now I wanna play basketball again!!!!! I think we should start having a monthly game for a fundraiser or something... that would be fun. It was totally a blast and those guys were really funny. You know what would be real cool... like a league of basketball put together that consisted of old teams.... like and we could play kansas vs. colcord.. but the old teams! that would be soooooooo fun! of course were all old... but who cares it would just be for fun and be fun! And the money could go toward the Pre-K fund.... HAHAHAHHAHA just kidding. You know when you have those times in your life you feel like you should be doing MORE with your life.... apparently I'm at that stage. I guess that's why I'm getting my masters... so i can go and do MORE for early childhood. I love teaching pre-k and the main reason is because it's not like you have the same job every year.... my job is different every year because the kids are different every year...... you will never have 2 kids that are the same... and its fun. My patience has seemed to go downhill since I've began though... but i think its because all the crap that has went on in my life since then and now..... i need to relax a little more... sometimes i am way to strict and i totally know that... but sometimes there are those kids that you need to get strict with to get the point across.. the main thing i love about my job is the way you get to see the kids change throughout the year and how much knowledge they gain.. and also through the years.. my very first class is now in 2nd grade.... and i love to see how big they are and how much they've changed... can't wait til they're seniors... well maybe i can because that'll mean i'm old! Let me tell you what I love about playing sports when my daughter can watch me... after the game i said "was that funny? did you like watching mommy play?" she said "yea!" I said "so are you gonna play ball when you get big?" she firmly said "NNNNOOOO!!! Not against those guys!!!!!" HAHAHAHAH! i said no no you won't play against those guys.. itll be people your size.. she was like ohhhhhh... I feel like if she sees me play and sees that i enjoy it and she enjoys watching it that she will play it too. She better! D keeps saying .... your gonna be a cheerleader like your mom! I'm always like noooooooooo i was not a cheerleader and if you're a cheerleader i WILL NOT come watch you!!!!!!!! hahahahahha. nothing against cheerleaders of course... if you know me, you know cheerleading is not something i like..... at all! Alright better really do homework now...........