normalcy (is that a word?)

Sometimes I wonder why people can't be normal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wait what is the definition of normal? Let's see. Oh hmm this could start a wonderful conversation. It says "conforming to the standard or common type." Lovely. Because lately I think the "common type" is the CRAZY PSYCHO PEOPLE!!!!!!!!! Ok not really but I know more now than I have ever known in my whole life. I know a couple people who would be perfect together because they act just alike! Controlling.... yes. Lazy, stupid, rude.... yes. Doesn't want anything to do with their own kids?.... YES!!! Ok I have a friend on facebook that I read today and she said something about they do everything with their kids because they are the center of their universe and when their kids look back they want them to remember that. That is very touching because there isn't very many people like that anymore. My daughter is the center of my universe also but I must say I need a break sometimes. She gives me a run for my money a lot and sometimes I need to free my mind because she stresses me out so bad. But praise God I am able to have her EVERY DAY!!!!!!!!!! I don't see how parents do that every other week away from there child. I could NOT do that EVER!!! One night is enough. Sometimes I'd like a weekend (which i've never done) but not EVERY other weekend. That would suck also. You know what else, we've been having conversations about God lately at school (teachers). And it is so sad to see this nation falling. There are definite signs of the end of times. I can't wait to get to heaven but at the same time I want to see my daughter grow. Heaven is a hard concept to grasp. The Bible says so many things about Heaven. Will we know our family in Heaven? I've read and heard several different opinions on this. Actually you know what? I bet raising a teenager is very hard in these days! There are so many things out there for them.... I was raised right.. I never even got offered the bad stuff by anyone. I think people knew better than to ask me. I pray that I can raise my kids the same way. God is big and can do so many things in your life if you will just give him all the control. God is in control whether you accept it or not. I have been considering some VERY BIG decisions lately. I need a lot of prayer about them. Sometimes life is hard and you feel like you need to make decisions that could change your life. No I'm not divorcing my husband! HAHAHA! I started thinking it might sound like that. hahaha. It's hard to see people in church on Sunday and see them in a bar on Friday drunker than a skunk. You know what else is hard. After my last "breakup" when I was still debating on divorce we went to church together, got prayed for, and there was this very spiritual family that prayed with us and we lived  with them for a couple days. I thought they were great people and maybe they are. But when I ran into that certain someone in walmart a year ago, It was those people that told her who I was! How could they do that? Here's what I dont understand, they've seen him in his lies, caught him in lies and continue to side with him. I honestly don't understand. They probably covered for him a lot. I dont get people. People are weird. Why can't everyone be NORMAL!!!!!!!! Wait, maybe I should say why can't everyone be LIKE ME! hahaha jk. by no means am I normal, but I try to be as normal as i can. I try to be as civil as I can, but when people cross me the wrong way, it's hard to be civil. There's not too many people I don't like, but the one's i don't like I REEEEAAALLLLLLYYYY don't like. I don't understand how so many people can lie as bad as they do. Why would someone even want to lie? It gets you nowhere (possibly hell but that's it.). I don't understand a lot of stuff. Why is the law on the bad persons side? Why can't everyone be normal! haha. Ok you know what I think is really cool? In the evening when you can see all the airplanes in the sky with the trails behind them. that is so cool. and I was driving the other day and I was thinking ok, if the plane is going up that means they are coming towards us right? and If they are going down they are going away? Why is the world round? HAHAH! oh the things I can think if only I try.. haha. good night