why hello there.......

ha! what an intro... so do you remember at the beginning when i started the blog how i mentioned my mind wants to blow up when it gets soooooooo full....... well guess what? it's been how long since I wrote a blog post? so yea.... my mind.... on the verge of blowing.......... wayyyyyyyyyyyy to much crap going on right now! I hate grad school! next week is my last week of this class and Praise the Lord I'm done with that one! That teacher is soooooooooooooooo not nice! (Hope I don't accidentally post this on my school blog that we have to have..... that would suck!) I'd definitly get an F then.... This is by far the hardest class I"ve had yet. I thought oh man this is a piece of cake.. until this class and I try my best and still get freaking F's on assignments! Then I'll get 100%'s for a couple of weeks then back to F's..... I think she's picking on me. She is being very bias and grading based on her opinions and not being open to the ideas of others..... yea anyways.... I actually get a week off after this class... then back to it again... But if my NSU crap gets figured out, I'll be there this summer instead of the other place. So I'm supposed to be doing an assignment right now that's due tonight... but guess what? HA IM NOT!!!!!! ok so you know used to i'd write a blog like every sunday night because I'd be up all night doing an assignment.. well here i am again. I feel like if i blog before i write then my mind is clear of everything I'm mad about or worried about or anything like that. Man this coming week is a big week!soooo busy! You know the last week of this class is the week of the "major assignments" that must be submitted to the eportfolio.... which means they have to be gooooooooooooood! and i just so happen to be unavailable this coming weekend.... therefore I MUST get it done before this weekend!!! By this weekend I pretty much mean has to be done WEDNESDAY!!!! that will probly never happen and I'll be up until midnight next sunday night doing the same thing I am tonight except minus the blogging because I will actually HAVE to get it done or I will fail the class. I could go on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on about this...... but i guess ill stop! So lets talk about yesterday..... first went to a tball game.. how fun... next played basketball against the harlem wizards.... now that was fun. but bad.... because now I wanna play basketball again!!!!! I think we should start having a monthly game for a fundraiser or something... that would be fun. It was totally a blast and those guys were really funny. You know what would be real cool... like a league of basketball put together that consisted of old teams.... like and we could play kansas vs. colcord.. but the old teams! that would be soooooooo fun! of course were all old... but who cares it would just be for fun and be fun! And the money could go toward the Pre-K fund.... HAHAHAHHAHA just kidding. You know when you have those times in your life you feel like you should be doing MORE with your life.... apparently I'm at that stage. I guess that's why I'm getting my masters... so i can go and do MORE for early childhood. I love teaching pre-k and the main reason is because it's not like you have the same job every year.... my job is different every year because the kids are different every year...... you will never have 2 kids that are the same... and its fun. My patience has seemed to go downhill since I've began though... but i think its because all the crap that has went on in my life since then and now..... i need to relax a little more... sometimes i am way to strict and i totally know that... but sometimes there are those kids that you need to get strict with to get the point across.. the main thing i love about my job is the way you get to see the kids change throughout the year and how much knowledge they gain.. and also through the years.. my very first class is now in 2nd grade.... and i love to see how big they are and how much they've changed... can't wait til they're seniors... well maybe i can because that'll mean i'm old! Let me tell you what I love about playing sports when my daughter can watch me... after the game i said "was that funny? did you like watching mommy play?" she said "yea!" I said "so are you gonna play ball when you get big?" she firmly said "NNNNOOOO!!! Not against those guys!!!!!" HAHAHAHAH! i said no no you won't play against those guys.. itll be people your size.. she was like ohhhhhh... I feel like if she sees me play and sees that i enjoy it and she enjoys watching it that she will play it too. She better! D keeps saying .... your gonna be a cheerleader like your mom! I'm always like noooooooooo i was not a cheerleader and if you're a cheerleader i WILL NOT come watch you!!!!!!!! hahahahahha. nothing against cheerleaders of course... if you know me, you know cheerleading is not something i like..... at all! Alright better really do homework now...........