Blog...... Isn't that a funny word? I need to go to the beach!!!!! I've only been to the beach twice I think..... The first time was because my softball team was goin to nationals!! Woooo go gentry baseburners! That was the funniest time of my life! (close anyways) I played horrible there.. I remember! The cool thing... When we won state.. In Arkansas it was raining and our moms told us not to get in the mud... And after we won we all went and sliddddddd in the mud! We were so muddy!!!!! I love that I can remember that. I still remember going to Chrystal ford's house early that morning to pick them up. And my grandma and grandpa went with us. Oh how fun. The thing I miss most About being younger is the sports. I played coed softball until I had to quit cuz I couldn't stand to see someone up there all the time! Isnt it weird how you can remember things.... But some things you only barely remember? I remember winning state in basketball but we got an award or something at the state Capitol and I can't remember that At all...... But I have a picture haha. Sooo I miss my friends... You know what's really cool though.. Me and my friends get together at least like 7 times a year (all our bdays) plus I see them all the time anyways..... Im so lucky to still have all my friends from high school around here (except Sara :( wish she was here) I got my hair cut today and I absolutly love it!!!!! Darkened it too! I think I really wanna do photography!!!!! If all else fails I could just take pics of my own family...... I cannot beleive that Wednesday is July 4!!!!!! Already??? June actually went by really slow.. I wish it would rain. So I love selling scentsy!!!! So how about teen mom... I love teen mom!!! That Farrah girl is sooooo hateful! Her mom and dad need to slap her! Amber is rude and idiotic.... I feel sorry for her daughter! Maci is really cool...I just wish her and Ryan would get back together!!!! He's hot!!! Except for that fake yawn! And Caitlyn is the best one on the show.... She is so grown up.. Or acts that way anyways.. Shes not about pleasing anybody but herself and Tyler... They are too cute! And the bachelorette? I hope that one guy wins... Was his name Steve? I can't remember.... Tall hot blonde? I don't like arie... I kinda do but somethin is weird about him.. Can't wait for the hometown dates on Monday!! And army wives is sucking me back in again it was so good last Sunday!!!! Ok so I have a question..... Let's say you had a kid who's daddy left when she was like 5 months old... And saw the real dad a few times between the 5 months and 11 months.. Like maybe 7 times.. (but he never paid any attention to her... Only to you) and after the 11 month mark never saw her again.... And now she's over 3 1/2 years old..... When would u decide it's time to mention her "real" (fake ignorant nasty icky disgusting whorebag loser liar psycho psychopath cheater cheater pumpkin eater scum bag) dad? The thing is I don't know if he will ever have the opportunity to know her.... Cuz I will try my DAMN-DEST (is that how u spell it) to not let it ever happen!!!!!!! I mean there are so many possibilities. What if she never knows him? I could hide it forever she'd never know.... But then I'd be a liar.... Bt she knows she has brothers.... That don't live with us and she never sees them... It's like the hardest thing ever.... Who knows what the heck to do. I think it's too early now and I really dread EVER telling her..... Cuz he's quite the brainwasher ..... If he wanted anything to do with her he would've tried 3 years ago!!!! Off that subject. I'm watching 21 jump street... I don't understand why all movies have to have such vulgar language in them! Theres a movie called taking of pelham 123 or something like that. It's one of the best movies I've ever saw!! But they use the f-word more than I've prolly heard it in my entire life!!! Ok I have to watch snooki and jwow now! :)