Why hello there dear friends. It's been a while (since i could... hold my head up high... and its been a while...) HAHA! you know there is a song for almost EVERYTHING you say!!!!! I'm serious. One day I was having a conversation and everytime the person said something I would be singing a song in my head! I may be the only weirdo around that does that. So let's talk about school. Oh my gosh. First off I have to say I've NEVER had a class that rests as good as this class.... then I will say... I've NEVER had a class that sits in their chairs in the morning and does their "brain boxes" like this class does... I've NEVER had a class that sits and takes their time on a paper..! I have an AMAZING class!!!! But for some reason I am VERY stressed out about school this year. Maybe it's because I'm still in summer mode. I dont think i got all the summer out of me. I need to swim a couple more times. and tan! I woke up this morning with the worst stopped up nose i've ever had (and head) then i get to school and my nose is running....then i sit down for lunch and i can't eat because i cant keep my mouth closed cuz i couldnt breathe thru my nose. Then i was freezing in the classroom and had my coat on... and wore my coat to the busses! HAHA what a dork! it was so muggy outside. i think there was almost a fire in my coat. But now i'm so stopped up again its not even funny. my head hurts, my eyes hurt, my back hurts. I NEED A DAY OFF! haha jk! I guess i should probly start going to sleep earlier. maybe that would make me feel better. This weekend was amazing but it sure didnt last long enough. I love the weekend. I mainly love friday because on friday you think "oh yea!!! its friday i got all weekend to do what i want." then saturday comes and you think crap its halfway over and then sunday im thinking dang it, its already time to go back to work tomorrow! I LOVE FRIDAYS!!! I actually love thursdays though because i think alright the faster i go to sleep the faster its friday..lol! So did you know my place is for sale? well not my place but the place im living on... isnt that scary? What if it sells? What will we do? I seen someone put a status one time that said One good thing about living in a house thats for sale is your house is always clean. haha. but the bad thing is i don't think people care about the house. I think they'd buy the place for the 900 + acres. So they probly won't even look in the house. But i'm tryin to keep it clean anyways. I'm not very good at it right now. So my dear lovely friend talked me into taking a cake decorating class. I think it will be fun. I fear that if i feel like i do this week when i try to decorate a cake, i will probly end up crying!!! it looks kinda hard. what if i cant do it? i'm sure theres people who cant do it right? or will i be the first? hahahaha only kidding surely i can do it. its not like i will die if i can't. luckily its just for fun. You know something funny? salesmen are annoying.... but you know what i've found out? thats the only way you can sell stuff.. if your annoying! If you just lay back and wait for people to buy stuff itll never happen. I feel soooo annoying on facebook selling my scentsy stuff... buuuuut it seems to be working! Uh oh.... i'm yawning! You know what I wish I could do? I wish I could teach in a hospital!!! is that possible? or I would just love to be a teacher where you could get 1 on 1 with children. It would be so much fun. I think i have to start running. remember when i was training to beat carmelita jeter? well i failed apparently. i was really doing pushups every morning and night and sprinting..... i was doing good. but now i lose. I stopped. i should probly start doing the insanity again. that was amazing! a definite workout. i just wish it wasnt so repetitive on some things. i don't like to do the same exercise 3 times on one video. maybe i could just find 1 tape i like and do that over and over? that would work. man you know what sounds good right now? chicken fettuine alfredo from olive garden! you know i've only ate at olive garden one time!!! ONE TIME!!!! thats crazy. this is a boring blog. can you beleive i have no one to talk about????? hahahah. and i'm not mad at anybody!!!! strange huh. haha not really. i think im just blahhhh right now. don't have time to be mad or judy. In all reality.... I want to ask that everyone pray for my daughter. You know what..... what would I do if she HAD to go to her sperm donor?? I think i may die. that could never happen right? One could only hope. Sometimes I wonder who's side the law is on. If someone hasnt seen their kid since their age has actually been a number and now they're almost 4... you'd think theres no way possible he could see the kid. That's 3 years. That would not only kill me... it would kill her! i honestly don't think she could handle it. she's such a drama queen. i could see her crying the whole time. ok off this subject.... it will never happen... but one has to think about it ever so often...
Ok i think i'm tired. Good night!