This is gonne be a good one!

First off I want to start about yesterday! Yesterday was the weirdest day ever. I saw the weirdest things ever! First I heard the fire between colcord and west siloam on the scanner. And the guy was like yelling at the other guy. Then I was drivin thru colcord and all these trucks were at the fire department then there was this woman out in the front of the parking lot on the phone with her door open looking in her window at her vin number I guess. It just looked very strange. Then, I was driving on 412 back to Kansas and I saw this lady pulled over in a van... She jumped out of her car and was looking back down the highway and there was this other car back there with a guy out of the car too and she was like yelling at him... But she was wayyyy down the road. I don't know if she about hit him or what. Then I go in the store at twin oaks and this weird dude stares at me and says Hiiiiii How are you? HAHA! I almost busted up laughing. I just said good how are you and he took off out of the store. Then I got back outside and there was this one guy standing out of his truck then he got in and turned his hat around backwards. Then this other guy got in the drivers side of his car, then got out and got back in on the passengers side. It was very very weird. Then I'm in Gentry getting gas and there's this guy trying to push his vehicle across the parking lot. I woulda offered help but don't think I could push his truck..... anyways it was just very weird. Today I saw a jet ski on lake Eucha! Now that is weird. I dont think thats even legal. Anyways so today i was driving to Wal-mart and it was so peaceful cuz G had fallen asleep (FINALLY!!!) and so I'm listening to this Sugarland song "Already Gone" which brings back crazy icky thoughts from the past. I love that song but i hate it so much! The first time I caught the douche bag cheating on me, this song came on the radio. and i just listened to it a whole bunch. You know when your emotional and you will listen to a song over and over just so you can cry (ok maybe im the only one that does that). Well thats what i did then. It definitly doesnt make me cry now but then it did. and now i just hate it. but i love it. But i was thinkin about all these times i was so foolish. One time i was at a softball game and this girl was playing on our team and everybody kept apologizing to me about asking her to play while i was playing too... I was like oh no big deal I could care less. well i asked idiot why everyone kept saying they were sorry and of course he said i dont know...... well yea come to find out way way way way way way way after the fact I guess he was screwing her too... hmm. Then this other time when I was like 8 months prego (I will not mention names) but these 2 people (boyfriend and girlfriend) came over. Well they decide to take off on my dirtbike and our fourwheeler. Well moron and the girl were on the fourwheeler today and the other dude drove my dirt bike. Well they were gone FOREVER!!! and i kept goin outside and listening to see if they were coming yet. Well like an hour later they get back and the dude is bleeding.... So they said he wrecked my dirtbike, because he swirved to miss a cow. This was like 11 o clock at night by the way. So then the dude and the girl are fighting and i have no idea why. But dumb butt just says they are fighting cuz the dude is drunk. Well so the girl and dumb butt are outside FOREVER! She's sitting in the car and hes talking to her. While the other dude is sitting in the house. Well then a day or two later someone tells me that dill weed's brother told her that he took a girl to the creek on the fourwheeler and screwed her. Then it all sinks in!!!!! This is how good moron is..... He gets caught, gets in a fight. Then tries to scratch up my dirt bike and say that the dude wrecked it! and that's how nieve i was! The girl that told me that I said that's not true. whatever. well then after the fact of me finally catching him in all the other lies i realize OH MY GOSH!!!! THATS WHAT HAPPENED!!! geez don't you just love it when you wake up and figure things out. I can think of another incident or two where i think hello me! Duh! Now I'm hearing that there's some stuff going on with the girl hes married to now and it just makes me sick because I know how good he is at brain washing people. And She is gonna think everything he's doing is ok. Someday he's gonna find a woman that will beat him back and throw stuff at him. Hopefully it'll be a cast iron skillet!!! HA! oh and the sad part is... he's doing it in front of his kids and they're the ones telling that he's doing it! super sad. that's why my child goes nowhere near him. And as far as i'm concerned, she never will. I think I would run away, far far away and get arrested before i let that happen. He can definitly make me sound like a bad person BUT he's psycho. Why are all my blogs about this certain person? I should stop that. But sometimes I just get so frustrated with my choices that I just need to yak it out somewhere before i blow up! I actually think that's exactly why I needed a blog. sometimes i fume and fume about how STUPID COULD I BE??? But thank God it has turned out like it has. So today I get like $300 worth of groceries (GOOD GOSH!!!) and I get home with all these bags and I'm like ok wheres all this crap gonna go. So I start cleaning out the cabinets and there's things in there dated from like 2010 I'm like ok this has to go! So now my cabinets are all clean and there's plenty of room! So maybe I won't have to buy groceries for a year now! Except I get home and I'm making biscuits and gravy and I have no stick butter. Isn't that lovely! Gah I hate when I forget something. I love when I feel like I clean something though. haha! i used to love to clean. I would keep my moms house clean for a whole week and she'd pay me like $20 a week. it was so awesome. Now I kinda hate to clean. I have to be in the mood. You know what else i remembered today. I was drivin by the show barn in jay and I remembered like 8 years ago when i turned 18, the show started on my birthday and we had to load our calves and take them up there. Well i went to school for a bit cuz it was my bday then at like 9 i left and i hurried to andersons to buy a can of skoal!!! just because i could! I could not wait to get up that morning so I could go buy some skoal. ha how dumb. but with that.... im out!