I've had a lot on my mind lately! But it all went away! haha! So first of all I'm going to invent a teacher toolbelt (tm) see i already have a patent! hahahaha! but really i really am. i spend half of my day looking for stuff. or maybe i could just be more organized. nahh you can be organized and still lose stuff. Teacher toolbelt it is. I can never find my pens!!! I lose them and can never find them. of course my pencil holder thing is FULL of pens and pencils and markers BUT I have my favorite ones and they are the only ones i use. therefore. i need a teacher toolbelt to put my pen in. along with bandaids.... oh and my center list. i always lose my center list at school. I would also put glue in it. i have a hard time finding my glue alot of the time. oh and tape! my whole classroom would be in my belt because apparently i lose everything. ok its not really that bad. mainly the pens. oh and in the winter time i would have tissue in it for the kiddos. nobody steal my idea ok. its gonna be too cool. so my masters.. hows that going? well its going good. i kinda love it. i have my own blog for that. we have to have a blog and she tells us what to put on it each week. we do like 4 assignments a week and thats it. its the same thing every week just over a different subject. we do a discussion board. and we have to comment on 2 other peoples. we have an essay to write and we do our blog. thats it. its kinda easy. just a little time consuming. i wrote a paper last night. I felt i did a very good job. it was about passion for our job. i had fun writing it. its kind of hard sometimes because you know how my runs so out of control, sometimes i have to slow myself down or ill be typing things that don't even need to be in there. haha. Ok serious talk. why are there country songs about exes, boyfriends, girlfriends, drinking, smoking, shooting, killin, blah blah blah.... how many songs do you hear about kids? hardly any. theres that one.... by that one guy.... about his kid had a happy meal and said a 4 letter word.... "My 4 year old said a 4 letter word, it started with s and i was concerned.... son whered you learn..." something something. and maybe a martina mcbride song... ok maybe there a few. but not very many at all. maybe famous people dont have kids? haha. so the other day i seen these people in walmart that i hadnt saw since i was like 14... i worked at the salebarn with them and the last time i saw them was when me and one of my ex boyfriends broke up... remember i was 14 hahahah! but i went to his football game anyways. isnt it funny that you can remember the last time you saw some people that mean the most to you. it was funny because i heard my name really quiet and i looked around and saw this old couple walking towards me and i was like OH MY GOSH!!!!!! and they started laughing and betty said "jim said that looks like shanda, so i told him to say your name kinda loud and see if you looked and if you did then it was you and if you didnt it wasnt!" hahahaha. you know i hate to hug people.... adults.... but i just hugged them and it was exciting. its exciting when you see someone you havent saw in a long time. you know what.... knock on wood... G has only been REALLY sick one time in her life and she was around 1..... she had a really high fever and it was just me and her... but she just laid on me for hours on end. i've never seen her that still. sick babies are so loving. Tonight she was throwing a fit.... and i swear it lasted an hour... i almost ran away(jk). It went from one thing to the next. first it was something i cant remember, then i moved the ipad so she wouldnt throw something on it, then she wanted the ipad, then the tv was too loud, then she wanted to call neena, then she wanted strawberries, then she wanted to jump on the trampoline.... it was a neverending cry! I mean nonstop cry for an hour and a half! she got plenty of spankins throughout this hour. i was so mad. but i told her she wasnt getting anything she wanted until she stopped crying.... and she kept saying why can't i do anything? hahahah i said ummm i said because you cant have anything until your done crying... then i kept saying can you hear me? can you hear me? she just kept screaming..... i said IF YOU STOP CRYING YOU CAN CALL NEENA, YOU CAN HAVE STRAWBERRIES, YOU CAN JUMP ON THE TRAMPOLINE. and shes still screaming..... i say can you hear me..... finally i was like ok apparently she cant even hear what im saying. so i started to ignore her. well then she got madder..... and says MOMMA........ MOMMA!!!! oh my gosh it was a long evening. the good thing is.... she hasnt had a fit like that in months... so i guess she was due for one... but good grief! an hour and a half??? really??? good night!