i love the fact that i wait until 8:00 every sunday night to start my homework that is due by 11 sunday night! HAHAHAH IM AN IDIOT!!! i had to keep singing to myself "i like myself, i like myself" hahaha because i was thinkin man i hate myself i'm so stupid why do i wait until 3 hours before its due to EVEN START ON IT!!!! anyways i got it dont. way early too. it was pretty easy. i thought it was a lot harder than what it was. sure when i was done it was 15 pages long... but it was still easier than i thought hahahahah. here's whats weird: after sitting here fretting over how terrible i was doing and what the heck am i gonna write next.... when i'm done and i reread it, I'm thinking DANG this sounds professional and I'm kinda proud of myself and then i want to print it off and post it everywhere for everyone to read. These classes are hard and they beat me down and make me think i'm so dumb, but after i do the stuff, it reall picks me up and makes me think dang did i do that? Makes me feel good about myself to know that I can write something THAT GOOD! HAHA! anyways. If you'd read one, you'd be amazed. especially after writing on here with no capital letters except for HAHA and .... and !!!! haha. i actually can type normal. i'm just too lazy especially having to double space, indent, .5 margin, 2 spaces after a period.... hahahah APA is ridiculous! and after all that typing... i still have time for a blog post. how fun. i should get my butt in bed because ill not be able to get up in the morning. its so hard for me to get out of bed. probably because i stay up so late. i should start going to bed earlier and getting up earlier. that might work. but i doubt it. don't you hate when you have dreams and when you wake up they seem so real...... i really HATE that. and especially when you think about it all day. and you're like i know that really happened. ok no more! Ciao