I don't think I can get it all out!

HAHA Out of my mind that is.... I have ALOT to talk about. blah blah blah blah blah blah! Ok really though first of all I have to tell you that in my new class, I'm already in week 3 and I've made nothing but perfect grades so far! Remember the last class I took and I was making like 1.5/4 or 2.0/4... that was ridiculous! This instructor is so much awesomer and she gives us awesome feedback on exactly what we wrote, not random crap like the last lady! and she also told us if we don't do good on an assignment she will have us redo it... I emailed my last instructor and asked her if I could redo it and she told me no and pretty much that I was stupid... in a nicer manner.... and you know what I forgot to evaluate her... ohhhhh shes lucky! I probably refrained from evaluating her because I knew I would do and say bad things. It's not good to evaluate someone bad, i would feel bad, maybe I'm just that stupid... but really 50% on like 3 assignments when I've never made a freakin F in my life!!!!!!!!! Yea RIDONCULOUS! yea I said ridonculous not ridiculous. Ok now let me tell you something thats been on my mind a lot lately.... Have you ever wonder if you are where God wants you to be in life? Did you follow His plan or go with your own? I have recently learned from a friend the true meaning of being a follower and how you should wait for God to clearly show you what you should do. So I've been wondering.... is this where I'm supposed to be or where I want to be? Another thing... I have seen and heard and listened to a few people talk about "Where was God" during the tornado.... and they all came to the conclusion about not to celebrate that God was with you... cuz he wasnt with someone else? Here's the deal though... if it happened to me you're dang right I'd be Praising God for protecting me.... whether it bothers someone or not... HE was the ONE who protected your hiney and you better bet I'll be praising HIM!!! He's protected me and my children more than once in my life and while it may have harmed others... I could care less.. It's between Me and God.... BUT now where was God with those little kids in that school who got killed? That's hard to say but you can be dang right he was there. He was probably welcoming those children into heaven before they were even gone.... This world contains so much evil that maybe he was saving those children from something. Or maybe he is providing an eternal life for their parents... There is only one way those families will see those children again and that is thru Jesus Christ! Maybe they didn't know him........ Maybe they hate HIM now... but you know what... I know someone who was mad at God and it led to one of the most God praising people I've ever known in my life. There is something good to come out of that. I do have one complaint..... There should not be 20,000 houses in a 30 mile radius.... or however far it was.... that's a lot of houses in a small area!!!! If their houses were as spread out as ours in the country... it wouldn't have been so much.... I mean i know there are places bigger than colcord american... but still. Here's whats weird.... you see all the hosues destroyed and then one right across the street that isn't even damaged.... one leveled and one not touched.... weird... Maybe those people pleaded the blood of Jesus over their house.... Hm. Who knows? God is amazing and works in very amazing ways.. you just always have to look for the good in a situation. Although I'm telling you I would have a very hard time finding good out of a situation if my children were killed. that would be so hard... I do pray for those families and of anyone that died... super sad. Anyways........ hmmmmmmmmmmmmm so i had a yard sale and made like 300 and some dollars! Cool huh! 300 and some dollars worth of junk! Oh yea another thing.... actually no i better not say it... maybe i should have a private blog that only i read... then i can vent some more.. lol! Alrighty................................................. GOODBYE!