Life these days

Ok so it's hard to type what I'm thinking on my iPad I can't type as fast as on a keyboard.... First of all I wanna say snow cones are amazing! This is just a test blog by the way because all the stuff that was on my mind went away! So I've been working out on the elliptical in the barn. Bt it's soooo boring, so tonight i put the headphones on my iPhone And cranked up the music! What song you ask? MOVE by mercy me I believe! Well this made me not wanna stop exercising! That is such a great song to just crank up! Only problem was G was in bed and I just wanted to sing soooooo loud! By the way guys... I love to sing! I mean LOVE! When I had my Toyota and the radio didn't work I would record myself singing songs on my phone!! Haha how embarrassing!!!! But I really LOVE to sing!!!!! If I was good I'd find me a guitarist (maybe my cousin lance) aNd start a band! Hahahaha ! So lately I've been feeling I need to do more! Such as job wise.... For some strange reason I'd like to own my own business but I wouldn't know what! And I'd also like to go back to school but I don't know for what on that either..... I loved college(kinda) and I didn't even party! I love teaching Pre-k! Absolutely love it! But one of the reasons why I love my job so much is because of my aid! Kelly! She is absolutely amazing! She lets me talk aLl the time! Hahaha what would I do without her! Kelly please don't ever leave me!! Haha jk... But also let me tell you something else about teaching this year especially..... I had close ties with a lot of the parents. Being friends with them on Facebook . For some reason it helps you Understand the child more if you actually know what's going on in there lives! (I'm sure some cases Aren't this way) but this year I had REALLY good parents! Very understanding and helpful. That helps so much! You have no IDEa. I had a bit of a rough year but looking back on it, it was great! Mostly because the parents helped so much especially in disciplining their children. I greatly appreciate that! I posted a pic on Facebook last night and it was so true! Sometimes it may be the teachers fault about the grades but in most cases it's not! If a teacher truly loves her job she will do her best!!!! And that I do! Sometimes I feel like I don't do enough but I know I did my best! All kids are different and it takes some longer to catch on..... Not a big deal at all! They need time to absorb it! Ok off that subject!!!! I did t realize I was actually gonna write that much! What was on my mind had nothing to do with that! So lately things have been happening wayyyy to close to home! Deaths, near deaths.... Etc. makes ya wanna get right with God ehhhh? Well hopefully... If not there may be something wrong with you.haha! Jk! I told my friend that today (Chaney) and she said "that's why I plead the blood over my family every day" ! Amen Chaney! You are an amazing mother!!!!! Don't you wish all mothers were like Chaney? Hehe! Even myself! I wish I could be better. I feel so bad sometimes for spanking my daughter. But I see kids everyday who do these unacceptable things and I can't do anything about it but when it's my daughter you can bet she's gonn get in trouble! I see kids that I don't want her to act like (in Walmart and other places)! And then when I put her in bed at night I feel so bad for being so mean. I just want her to be good! Ya know? Anyways! So Paul is a big brother now!!! Lucky kid! He's so loved!!! Him and G were talking last night about it and he said hey tomorrow I'm gonna go see my brother... And G said who his name? And Paul didn't answer. G says Paul? Paul? His name gonna be Paul??? Paul? Hahaha it was so funny! They have the best conversations... I love listening in on them.... When they are getting aLong! Ok hmm is that all? There are things on my mind that I don't wanna put on here cuz I wouldn't want someone to read it! Notice Im putting G instead of my daughters name...... If I could put those things on here I'd blow this thing up!!! Hahahaha! Ok maybe I'll buy a keyboard for my iPad so I can type better and more and more of what's really on my mind! By for now I guess I'm done. I forgot everything else! Remember to pray for those in need and hurting... I'm sure the list is long but God knows your every need! At the top of my list is the Barnwell family! Bless their hearts! May God be with them. And Dallas Cheek and family are next. Praise God he's ok! He really had His hand on Dallas! I pray for my grandma and grandpa everyday! I love them so much! It's so sad to think one day you will have to say bye.....Or cya later! Ok I have to go I'm gonna cry now! Happy Reading!!! :)