Ok so I feel like I have so much to talk about.... But I prolly don't. First let me start with my awesome dreams! Hahaha I love dreams! I'm the best dreamer ever... They should do tests on me while I sleep cuz I have the best dreams. Ok so the first dream... I beat someone up! Oh my gosh it felt so good! Haha I would never in real life beat someone up but in my dream it felt amazing! Let me tell you exactly what happened! So I was sitting outside my house and I lived in one of those neighborhoods where the houses are close ya know... So I lived on the corner... Well here comes these threw girls and 2 of them are trying to take my pic... Like maybe to show someone what I look like? I really dont know why. I told them to stop they didn't listen!! So I ran over and shoved the cameras in both of their faces and the other girl (this is the girl in real life that I dislike a little) starts running off.. For some reason I had a flashlight in my hand.. I threw it so she would trip and fall.. But she did t fall.. She picked up the flashlight and threw it at my face!!!! Which set the fire... I attacked her!!!! And when I was done she had a big slit In her head! And I went to jail!!! Hahahaha and what was cool was when I was walking in handcuffs with the cop.. I knew the cop and he was saying good job good job hahaha! And I kept walking past people I knew and they are like whaaaat?? I kept saying yep I got her! Hahaha. Then there was evidence of their cameras and stuff... And a pic of her head hahaha! Ok now I feel bad... That's mean. But I felt so good! Hahahaha! Ok the next dream was about spiders! Ohhhh how I hate spiders. So we were at the movie theatre watching a move about spiders.... When all of a sudden spiders drop from the ceiling and fall on everyone!!! Everyone is screaming and trying to get out of th movie theatre and everyone's running over everybody! Hahahaha gosh I have weird dreams! I love them.......... Ok next.... There's this food that we call noodles and juice.... I think my grandma started making it... Anyways it's the best food ever! I love it.... But the weird thing is men don't like it! My first husband didn't like it, Dustin doesn't like it, my sisters husband doesn't like it and my dad doesn't like it. It's very weird.... But you have to try it!!!! Let me tell you what to do.... So if you have tomato juice use that.... If not then buy a can of tomato sauce! Use the whole can... The. You out like 1/4 of a stick of butter.... Then some baking soda just like a pinch..... Then put salt... Ok so you let this get hot.. Then you put milk in it! Quite a bit. Til your juice is almost white but still has the red tint... Taste it to make sure it's good. That gets hot then you put egg noodles in it. You have to cook on low!!!! When it's done you EAT it!!!!! It's so good!!!! You may have to have me make it for you once so you know what it tastes like, then you,ll be able to make it!!! Sooooooo good! Dad likes the juice with crackers....... I just realized something! If I'm ever poor I could go thru my daughters Wallet that she plays with... Geez where'd she get all these 1's from????? Since I know Trent will read this,I just need everyone to know that me and Donna beat Trent and D last night in WAHOO! Not once but TWICE!!!!! Me and donnie always lose, that's why ts such a big deal! Haha. We won the first two and haven't won since, until last night! So I'm starting to think this masters thing is gonna be too stressful! It's already stressful and Im not even enrolled yet!!!! Geeeee!!!!! It'll all pay off right??? It better!!!! Ok I'm really tired so later!

Ook I dont think I've ever wrote on here 2 days in a row! Wow go me! I've got a lot on my mind! It's stinkin 12:30 and I can't sleep!!! I was laying here thinking bout college.... First I was thinkin how cool my sister is to have had a baby and got to stay home all summer with the baby and the toddler! And she actually stayed home! Haha I can't stay home! I've Stayed home a few days this summer and about went crazy hahaha! Anyways so I was thinkin about that and then I was thinki about how we were at Stillwater and I lived with herald she showed me around campus and she was the one who told me about Facebook!!!! How cool is that! 2005 I got Facebook! Yayyy! Hahaha. Then she showed me where all my classes would be.... How sweet is that! What a nice sister! And then I was thinkin about how I wish I could do my first year of college all over again! I DEFiNITLY wouldnt have had a boyfriend.... Nothing against him... But I couldn't even have any fun because I was focused on him and stayin home being on the phone with him! Geeeeeee what a waste of time! It didn't even work out! That was why I moved from Stillwater to nsu was to be closer to him... Plus osu was hardddd! One time a guy at Stillwater bought me dinner... Me him and another girl went... Just friends from the dairy barn... And I felt so guilty!!! Really???? Then a guy was gonna come over to study once and I told my boyfriend and he told me to tell the guy not to come. Which of course I'd be mad too buuuuuuut whyyyyyyy did I have a boyfriend????? I coulda had a blast at osu.... Which I loved it anyways! But just think of all I missed out on! My favorite part though was the drive! I loved every Friday after I got out of class I'd pack up my stuff and head home!!! And I love music Sooo I definitky had th radio blared and sang all the way home! Hahaha! Then the dreaded Sunday when I had to head back.... Sometimes I would leave Monday morning really early and it was even cooler cuz NOONE was on the road. Mann I really miss Stillwater! Beleive it or not I miss the dairy too! I milked out there at the osu dairy and I met the coolest people there! They were very genuine people just like me.... I miss havin to get up on Tuesday mornings at 4 and go milk and when I was done I'd come home and take a nap... Then I'd skip ag Econ! That could be why I got a C in that class.... I skipped almost every Tuesday! He never took attendance and I hated that class! I remember my history class had a def guy in there.... I was so in awe over the guy that gave him sign language that I couldn't even understand what the professor was sayin....hahahaha! By the way I has to drop that class......cuz I was so focused on learning the sign language.... Lol! I really really miss that..... I wish I could go back... I'd definitely change that!.....………......... Ok so I bought the insanity workout! And tonight I did the fit test.. Which is day 1... Not sure I'm gonna make it! Hahaha it's a tough workout! Plus I did it while D was in bed cuz I didn't want him to get up and make fun of me... So I was trying to be real quiet.... Bt I was breathing soooooo hard!!! I've never took a cold shower I always take scorching not showers... But after that mannnn a cold shower felt amazing!.....so yea the masters degree... I applied to 2 different places... Still not sure which to choose. Asu never got back to me... And walden lady called Immediatky! And she was soooooo funny! But I think Waldrn is wayyyy higher but I'm not for sure... I'm eager to get started! I'm just doin a masters in early childhood.... SO I have options.......... You k ow what wouldbe cool.... If there was no drama! Drama is insane! And it always has to do with exes..... Whyyyyyyy is there a,ways drama with exes... Why can't it be normal? I'm an ex and I don't cause drama for anyone.....? Maybe I do... But I don't mean to? If I do it's only made up drama out of his psycho mind..... Hahahahahaha! Ok I have to quit calling that dude psycho..... Did u see the shooting guy????? No that's weird! In all those pics they had of him at first he looked like Phillip Phillips! By now he just looks crazy! Ok it's almost 1! Nighty night!

Ok you'll never guess what I just did! I put in an application to get my masters! R u serious????? Am I crazy!!!!!! Really tho what have I got to lose? Um nothing! Go Me! Ok I put in for early childhood studies... Maybe. Could even teach adults the early childhood classes! My early childhood classes In college were terrible!!!! I would love to change that for other students!!! Or maybe I won't do that..... But at least this way... I have options right? I'm so stinkin excited right now! You have no idea. All day today before I even made up my mind On doing this or not, I was thinkin how I would LOVE to have my own preschool....... By honestly i have no idea how I would even start going about that. But you know sometimes you have things in your mind of how you want things to be...... I have this lovely picture in my head of MY preschool and everything in it....... Ok buuuuut of course things never turn out the way you want... (unless you MAKE them) but they are definity never as easy as they sound! Annnyywayyyyss! So yea! I'm excited! You know the song.. Keep on dreamin even if it breaks your heart.... That's my fav. Cuz I'm a big dreamer. I have big plans.... You know what else... Don't tell nobody but I have this lump in my armpit..... What the heck is it... It hurts so bad! I had 2 but one went away, the other is still there and huge and hurts! Mom says its an ingrown hair... Haha SICK. But who knows. I should go to the doc.. You know why.. I should go for that physical thing that my insurance will pay me $200 to do... And then while I'm there I'll say Ohhhh yea I have this lump on my armpit ... Then I'll get it checked for free...,lol. Nah #1: my sis said you have to get blood drawn for that physical! #2: she said you have to get nakeee too! Ahhhhhh that's scary! But dang $200 is quite a bit of money.... Hmmmmm! So does anybody watch drop dead diva??? Oh my gosh it was amazing last night. I'm so disappointed it doesn't come on again until 2 weeks! That's sooooo long! Jane and gracin are amazing together! Oh and the bachelorette?? Yayyyyyy Jef!!!!!!! I felt so sorry for Arie though.... You could DEFiNITLY tell he loved her last night.... All the other times it's like he just wants to make out. What's weird is I used to cry on the breakup part.... Well now for some reason I cry on the proposal parts... Gee that's embarrassing. Ok and how bout army wives? That daughter in army wives treats her mom like Farrah off of teen, mom treats her mom! Maybe not as bad........ 4 weeks and were back in school! Can u beleive that??? I'm kinda ready to go back.... This morning I was laying in bed thinkin about how I was going to set my classroom up... Haha summer break and I'm thinkin about school. So I've been trying to grow plants... Like since the beginning of June... I had squash in a planter like 12 plants aaaand guess what happened.... Grasshoppers ate them all! S I finally got 1 out of the 1000 i planted to grow... And it's just now getting almost big... Haha and I out seven dust on it so the grasshoppers better back off. We were riding the 4 wheeler the other day and you drive it and grasshoppers fly everywhere.... So I think... Ok I'm gonna go fast! And run over them before they jump! Haha yea right... It just hurts worse.... Note: don't ride the 4 wheeler thru the field without glasses on! So this last week I had so many of you tell me you liked my blog.... Now I'm nervous! Maybe we shoulda left it at me not knowing how many people actually read it. It was so easy to write when I thought only I knew what I wrote! Haha! Ok let me bring this up again.... There's this song that says.... Why you wanna show up in an old t-shirt that I love......isn't that disgusting..... Hahahahahaha! I hate that song. You may or may not understand why. HahHa! Anyways. So today I'm drivin to jay and I'm about to run out of gas and Im on that or road... Not 10... Bt that paved backroad over from there that goes from Kansas to almost eucha... Anyways so I'm driving fast hoping I don't get stopped cuz G wasn't buckled in.... Well then I hear this huge burp and I laugh and was that a burp..? Then I look in the mirror and she's BARFING!!!!! I'm like OMG!!!! My Tahoe!!! Haha not really I wasn't that worried. I was more mad cuz I didn't have any napkins in there. Well luckily I made it to the gas station! And luckily g dressed herself and had a coat like thing on over her shirt! So she just threw up in the floor between the seat and the door and her carseat and her coat! Luckily I did have a towel to clean it up with. And luckily I didn't run out of gas! I was really scared! Cuz it was past the red line! And the light didn't come on until it was at the red line! Alrighty that's all! :)

Today is one of those days when I've thought... Ok every time I yell at my kid, there is a parent somewhere praying that their kid will make it... This evening was ridiculous! G was pretty good all day until we get home. We get home and I say ok I'm cooking and g says I want popcorn!!!! I said after we eat.. But I'm hungry... Well I'm cooking.. But I want a pickle!!! I said honey I'm cooking! So then we sit down to eat she takes 2 bites and says I'm done! I said you were just whining cuz you were hungry and I cook and you don't eat!!! Not to mention all the whining she was doing before I started cooking. I just don't understand all the whininess!!!! It gets on my last nerve! She can gripe and complain all she wants as long as its not in a whiny voice! Well then after we eat she sets into mouthing..... And whining... Which is even worse! So I get sooooooo mad I threw the remote against the counter and broke it and told her I was leaving and slammed the door behind me! (sounds like child abuse lol) if I woulda stayed in the house I woulda beat her! Haha! Anyways so I'm sitting outside cooling off and I hear her crying so then I really think what if she really thinks I'm leaving... So then I feel bad... And then I star thinking what if something falls on her and I never get to talk to her again.... Well then I'm bawling even more!!! Haha this sounds ridiculous but that's me.... :) so then I go back in and she's layin on one couch and I sit on the other... And I said G you know what you have the life! You have it made! I take you swimming, shopping, to your cousins, to your neenas.. I buy you clothes I cook for you!! I said there are kids out there that would give anything to eat or to have clothes! Of course she has no idea what I. Talkin about. But she is so spoiled rotten! Kids like her need to know about the kids out there that don't get anything! And the ones that actually really get beat and not a little spanking..... I mean it's ridiculous! She needs to learn that she doesn't get candy, pop or food every time we go in a stupid store!!!! Or a toy every time we go in Walmart!!!! Which the toy thing she's figured out... And she's ok with it finally! She's almost 4 and is the whiniest kid I know! I told her I'm gonna start whooping her every time she whines!!! But I probly won't... I don't think it would work. If it would work I'd definitely do it. I sometimes think a lot of things that she does has to do with the way I was when she was in my belly! What made me start thinking that is because she is SO scared of guns.... Well the day before she came out of my belly I killed a deer! Hahaha! She will bawl if anybody gets a gun out. We shot skeet yesterday and she stayed in the house crying! Sad....! Then the whiny crap... When I was prego I think I did nothing but cry!!! Cuz I had a scumbag cheatin husband and that's all I could do. I was a baby.but I had a right and a reason to be! I should be a spokesperson! If you are pregnant and your husband cheats on you or body slams you on the couch.... Don't stay with him! Leave him!!!! Even if they are your daughters sperm donor!!!!! A man has no right to do either of those! Pregnant or not pregnant! But if you're prego it could hurt the baby or affect them in some way. Nt something you should allow. You will be happier living with your parents who will take good care of you then sleeping with a man who is only your man when he's home... And someone else's when he's gone! Gah I'm on a roll! Ok enough! That's enough! So the bachelor finale comes on sunday night! I'm super psyched!!!!!!! I cannot wait!!!! Oh hey we finally got MTV and nickelodeon back! The 2 most watched channels in my house thank God!!!!! Isn't it weird to think that your life is In someone else's hands..... I was driving thru Siloam today and it was soooo busy and I kept thinking oh my gosh what if that vehicle crossed the line or what if they weren't watching.... Life can end in an instant.. That's weird to think about.... Isn't it funny that you used to have to get an inspection sticker!!!! Hahahahah ok left blinker.... Right blinker.... Honk the horn! Hahaha that cracks me up so bad! You know what else annoys me.... Nevermind! Hahahah! Just has to do with Facebook! It's so annoying! I don't know why I have a Facebook! Oh wait yea I do because I'm a nosey person!!!! Thats the only reaso!!!! But I don't wanna be nosey anymore because some of the Whiney crap I've seen on Facebook drives me crazy! It saddens me how people talk about their children so bad sometimes (I do it too) when there are people out there that would give anything to have a kid! I don't put it on a public forum that my kid is from hell! Why would anyone do that.... Someone showed me that on someone else's Facebook.... Not any of my friends ;) ok ill stop on that. I do gripe about my kid... I admit it. Next, what is wrong with Farrah???? Does anybody know what's wrong with her?????? She has issues and so does her sister.... If they don't like their mom that much why do they still have contact with her.... That poor mom! Ok that's all for now!

My favorite food is noodles!!!! I could eat just plain noodles for the rest of my life! Spaghetti cooked with nothing on it is the best!!! So I've never made any kind of fettuccine before in my life! I bought some yesterday and last night I made chicken fettuccine alfredo! Man it was good. Bt my favorite part was the fettuccine noodles cooked. Mmmmm! So let me tell you how I made it! I just boiled the chicken in a pan of water.... Then... Cooked the fettuccini noodles.. My chicken wasn't done so I threw it in with the noodles... When it was all dne I drained the water cut up the chicken and added cheesy Ragu classic Alfredo sauce.... Man it was soo good! I had no idea how to make it and couldn't find a recipe... All the recipes made it hard with all kinds of spices and stuff... But this was super easy and super delicious!!! I out a little salt and pepper in it too and sprinkled it with Parmesan cheese! Man talk about good. So I had never ate at olive garden before cuz I don't like that kind of food.. But me and Chandra went a coup,e weeks ago and I had the chicken fettuccini Alfredo... And it was delicious... That's why I HAD to cook chicken fettuccini alfredo.... I NEEDED it! Hahaha! Tonight I'm cooking chicken and noodles.... Ohhhhhhh yea!!!! My favorite food (other than plain noodles haha)so I has to buy some almonds cuz they're good! And healthy.... So I bought the blue diamond whole natural almonds! Mann they are good!!!! Soooo me and Alicia decided every other day.. Maybe more.. For the rest of the summer we are going swimming at her moms pool! We only have 4 weeks of summer left!! Wowwwww!............ You know another thing I just realized tonight... Me and d have been together for over 2 years and I have never once looked at his phone. I wouldn't even know how to operate his phone! It's so weird cuz 4 years ago every time someone got away from there phone I had it..... Even though he deleted everything before I could see it... I never did until I had outside sources giving me info... Then I had to look.but ever since I've been w d I've never even wanted to look through his phone. It's so nice to actually be with someone you can trust. You know what? I wanna go to Colorado!!!!! Me and my friends used to go on spring break... It was so fun. I wanna go to the beach too!!! You know I never had a honeymoon with d... And I tried to convince him to take me to the beach this summer for our honeymoon... But apparently he doesn't want to. How sad. I wouldn't mind just a road trip... For a whole day! That would be fun.i love to drive around... Especially new scenery.. We got another four wheeler finally... That runs! Haha. Reminds me of when me and d first got together, he had 2 4 wheelers here and we would ride them around the ranch every evening! It was so fun! Me and d used to always play basketball too when we first got together! Of course he always beat me! I wish I wasn't too lazy to do that anymore. That was so fun. So right now I'm watching king of the hill.. Cuz I'm scared of the dark! And if I watch the ID channel I will freak myself out! You know what?.. I'm so mad!!!! At directv!!! That just hacks me off, you know nickelodeon and MTV are the 2 channels we watch the most! And now we don't have either. I'm so hacked off!!!!! I hate directv! Our receiver locks up too! For like a whole minute you have to wait for it to work.. Argg! So I got my camera love it, got photoshop in the mail today and it's so hard.... There's too many buttons and choices... I can't figure it out ! Well it's bedtime!

Some people just make me fume! Can you see the smoke coming out of my ears? Why why why would u tell your kids who you do/ do not like? I'm not going to say too much. But seriously... If you don't like me, I don't give a rip but don't be telling your children that. I have actually tried to get along with this person... Even spoke in an awkward situation.. But apparently it was a waste of my breathe. Never again will I waste my breathe on you! Maybe about you, but definitely not to a 3 or a 6 year old. That's ridiculous! Ok anyways off my anger issue.... I'd like to say ALOT more but I might have to put a password on my blog if I did that. Hahaha. Next I'd like to talk about how much effect past experiences have on your life! So let's talk about 4 years ago. 4 years ago I had 2 little boys around every day almost that I got to hang out with! Allllll day! I never went anywhere... I always stayed home with them and took care of them and their every need. I took them to their momma or else I went with the devil to take them back. Never ever did it bother me. I was never jealous, never scared, never nervous, never nothing.... I was Normal. It was like I was going to eat lunch with my friend..... Normal! Well it just so happens I haven't saw those boys in almost a year... And I only saw them then because of their mother.... Good thing I never hated her... Lol. Now let's talk about these days..... I CANNOT stand to go with d to take p back.... It makes me sick! I mean it's not even a normal sick.... Nt jealous, not scared not any of that.... Just sick! My heart will beat 9-0 if I go with him! I just get feelings of hatred! Not towards anybody.... Just a sickening feeling! It's honestly unexplainable. I have no idea what does it to me. My hear beats so fast then when we are n our way home I will just want to cry.... This is why you will never see me with d to meet p's mom..... That's why I've only been 2 maybe 3 times! And Dustin doesn't understand... Why I'm so quiet on the way back... And he thinks I'm mad about something... But I just keep my mouth shut and don't talk.... Honestly I don't know how to explain it. All I can say is it makes me sick! Isn't it weird how you think some things could NEVER happen to you! I will never get a divorce! Especially if there is a kid involved..... Ok well that got threw out the window! I tried so hard to make it work and my parents about disowned me for it...... When I thought everyone would disown me because I was getting a divorce. Turns out I was the stupid one.... Lol! I've had so much on my mind lately but just haven't has time to stop and type! I got my new camera today! I absolutly love it. I'd really like to try to take someone's pics.... I'd even do it for free several times until i got good at it(or didn't get good At it.. Haha)! Here's a story for ya... We were leaving the other day... And the dogs were in the drive stuck together... Ya know breeding haha. Well so I say kids look over there at that bird or cat or something I don't remember what I said..... Anyways they both looked didn't see the dogs... Well a day or so later we were coming home they were stuck together again by the mailbox and I point in the opposite direction... Well g is the only one that looks... P is looking at the dogs and he says hey dad look their legs are tangled up !!! Hahahahhahahahhahahahah talk about funny!!!! Let's talk About happy now.... The other day g was asking weird questions... We were talkin about our old house and then we moved here and Paul has always lived here... And g said well how did Paul get here? I said from daddy.... She said no who built him? I said his dad... She said .. He came out of daddy's belly? I said no he came out of his moms belly... She said noooooo Jesus built Paul!!!! Awwwwww isn't that precious!!! Let's talk about this... Gas prices... Just think.. Every week or couple of weeks.. It costs $50 to fill up the vehicle... So let's say every 2 weeks $50.... 52 weeks in a year.... 26 x $50 = $1300... That's 1300 a year in gas.. I'm sure I spend more than that... And others spend wayyyyy more than that! Thats a lot of money! In a year or two you could buy a 4 wheeler with that money! Then add up the price of your vehicle....$ 19,000! Think of how much money you'd have if you still rode a horse to work... Or walked or biked! That's why people in new York are so rich!!!! Hahahaha! Or even a electric car... Even if they only went 10 mph... So cares look at how much money you'd save! We bought a new house phone and guess what.... We now have an answering machine on our home phone!!!!! How exciting!! I'm like a grown up now! Haha! Ok so Sean went home on the bachelorette tonight! Really???? That's mean! He was the best! You know who's gonna win? Jef! She just has a physical attraction to arie.... That's all I think... Nothing else. All they do is kiss! He tells her something charming then they kiss! Yep it takes more then that! I hate being a woman... You know why? You always fall for the bad guys first until you learn your lesson! Grrr! Ok let me know if your reading my blog! I enjoy knowing... Good night!

So I ordered me a camera today!!!! A canon rebel t3... Along with an extra lens and a photoshop program!!! I'm shower excited! Even if I don't take pics for people I can still have fun with the camera! It'll be worth it! Let me tell you I'm not much into being annoying about stuff like websites and stuff.... BUT that swagbucks website is amazing!!!!! I used $115 in gift cards to help order my camera! It saved me $115 !! Which is amazing! All I do to earn swagbucks is use their search engine... I keep using refresh on the same search and pretty soon I will get bucks... And I get them like 3 times a day.. I also do the surveys on there and they are worth 50-150 usually! And it only takes 450 swagbucks to buy 1 amazon gift card!! And I have had a couple referrals and I also get their search points.... Which is great cuz it adds up that much faster! I also just got a $10 amazon gift card from super points..... All you do is spin a thing everyday... And they also send emails with points... So easy to earn free gift cards. They have other kinds of gift cards too not just amazon. ANYWAYS!!! So lately... My daughter has been an absolute brat! She started this mocking thing... And for a while it was funny but now she adds the face in there (you know the mocking face) And she does it when she's getting I trouble... Or when she's mad and doesn't get something she wants.... And she will tell me she's going to slap me in the face if I tell her no..... Oh my gosh!!!! She has become so mouthy!!!!!!! Hopefully it's just a phase...she minds very well but when she gets in one of those moods it's not fun at all! I admit I have popped her in the mouth a couple times because I don't know what else to do..... I've busted her butt for it and it hasn't stopped... Ahhhhh! Sooooo stressful. Speaking of stressful I haven't had a pop in 8 days!!!! BUt today at target the dr pepper was only 2.75 for a 12 pack so I had to buy one! I've had 2 tomight! Haha it's a holiday you can drink pop on a holiday! Plusssssss I have had these super bad headaches the past like 4 days.... I mean unbearable... My neck and my head.... Plusssss I haven't seen any change in me.... Not losing weight my butts not getting smaller my hips aren't getting smaller..... All I'm gaining is a headache soooooo I might as well have a dr pepper right? RIGHT! I've still been doing my elliptical and I actually moved it inside so I could watch tv while doing it.... So much funner! So at 5 o'clock this morning I wake up to this sound....... Mmmmmeeeeeeoooooowwwwww,mmmmmeeeeeoooooooowwww!!!! Oh my gosh I coulda pulled my hair out. I laid here til about 630 trying to go back to sleep but I couldn't... I kept hoping cowboy would eat the baby kitties! Yes my cat had kitty's! Right by the back door of the barn! So at 630 I get up get a towel pick all thousand of the freKin kitties up and carry them to the very back stall! Then I had to carry the mama back there.... Which was not fun! Then I went to town hoping when I got back cowboy would have them all ate.... Negative.... Darn it! I don't want D to kill them! It's so sad! If they stay wild it willbe alright but I don't want 10 cats at my back door waiting to get fed! They would make nice mice catchers though! Since we have a collection of those in our barn! So im still ready to buy my own place!!!cant wait! And I keep tellin d I wanna buy Normal cows..... He says we have normal cows.... But I find them unnormal... They have too many spots and stripes haha! So on the bachelor last night Jef is amazing!!!!! He is very weird but he is sooooooo sweet!!!! And Sean is my next pick... He's ADORABLE!!! Arie I just don't know about him.... I think Jef will win!!!! I can't wait til next week to see who the final 2 are! Oh my gosh and drop dead diva and army wives are becoming so engaging to me!!!! So me and D cleaned the barn out the other day... It looks so nice shoulda done it a long time ago! Hopefully it will stay that way!!! You know men are so weird!!!! D was just snoring and I reach over to try to find the remote and d says... I watching this! I say how are you watch it when you were snoring???? He said shhhhhh I'm watching this.... Really? My dad used to do the same thing! Geez they are weird! And they think they own the tv! Anyways good night!