Ook I dont think I've ever wrote on here 2 days in a row! Wow go me! I've got a lot on my mind! It's stinkin 12:30 and I can't sleep!!! I was laying here thinking bout college.... First I was thinkin how cool my sister is to have had a baby and got to stay home all summer with the baby and the toddler! And she actually stayed home! Haha I can't stay home! I've Stayed home a few days this summer and about went crazy hahaha! Anyways so I was thinkin about that and then I was thinki about how we were at Stillwater and I lived with herald she showed me around campus and she was the one who told me about Facebook!!!! How cool is that! 2005 I got Facebook! Yayyy! Hahaha. Then she showed me where all my classes would be.... How sweet is that! What a nice sister! And then I was thinkin about how I wish I could do my first year of college all over again! I DEFiNITLY wouldnt have had a boyfriend.... Nothing against him... But I couldn't even have any fun because I was focused on him and stayin home being on the phone with him! Geeeeeee what a waste of time! It didn't even work out! That was why I moved from Stillwater to nsu was to be closer to him... Plus osu was hardddd! One time a guy at Stillwater bought me dinner... Me him and another girl went... Just friends from the dairy barn... And I felt so guilty!!! Really???? Then a guy was gonna come over to study once and I told my boyfriend and he told me to tell the guy not to come. Which of course I'd be mad too buuuuuuut whyyyyyyy did I have a boyfriend????? I coulda had a blast at osu.... Which I loved it anyways! But just think of all I missed out on! My favorite part though was the drive! I loved every Friday after I got out of class I'd pack up my stuff and head home!!! And I love music Sooo I definitky had th radio blared and sang all the way home! Hahaha! Then the dreaded Sunday when I had to head back.... Sometimes I would leave Monday morning really early and it was even cooler cuz NOONE was on the road. Mann I really miss Stillwater! Beleive it or not I miss the dairy too! I milked out there at the osu dairy and I met the coolest people there! They were very genuine people just like me.... I miss havin to get up on Tuesday mornings at 4 and go milk and when I was done I'd come home and take a nap... Then I'd skip ag Econ! That could be why I got a C in that class.... I skipped almost every Tuesday! He never took attendance and I hated that class! I remember my history class had a def guy in there.... I was so in awe over the guy that gave him sign language that I couldn't even understand what the professor was sayin....hahahaha! By the way I has to drop that class......cuz I was so focused on learning the sign language.... Lol! I really really miss that..... I wish I could go back... I'd definitely change that!.....………......... Ok so I bought the insanity workout! And tonight I did the fit test.. Which is day 1... Not sure I'm gonna make it! Hahaha it's a tough workout! Plus I did it while D was in bed cuz I didn't want him to get up and make fun of me... So I was trying to be real quiet.... Bt I was breathing soooooo hard!!! I've never took a cold shower I always take scorching not showers... But after that mannnn a cold shower felt amazing!.....so yea the masters degree... I applied to 2 different places... Still not sure which to choose. Asu never got back to me... And walden lady called Immediatky! And she was soooooo funny! But I think Waldrn is wayyyy higher but I'm not for sure... I'm eager to get started! I'm just doin a masters in early childhood.... SO I have options.......... You k ow what wouldbe cool.... If there was no drama! Drama is insane! And it always has to do with exes..... Whyyyyyyy is there a,ways drama with exes... Why can't it be normal? I'm an ex and I don't cause drama for anyone.....? Maybe I do... But I don't mean to? If I do it's only made up drama out of his psycho mind..... Hahahahahaha! Ok I have to quit calling that dude psycho..... Did u see the shooting guy????? No that's weird! In all those pics they had of him at first he looked like Phillip Phillips! By now he just looks crazy! Ok it's almost 1! Nighty night!