Today is one of those days when I've thought... Ok every time I yell at my kid, there is a parent somewhere praying that their kid will make it... This evening was ridiculous! G was pretty good all day until we get home. We get home and I say ok I'm cooking and g says I want popcorn!!!! I said after we eat.. But I'm hungry... Well I'm cooking.. But I want a pickle!!! I said honey I'm cooking! So then we sit down to eat she takes 2 bites and says I'm done! I said you were just whining cuz you were hungry and I cook and you don't eat!!! Not to mention all the whining she was doing before I started cooking. I just don't understand all the whininess!!!! It gets on my last nerve! She can gripe and complain all she wants as long as its not in a whiny voice! Well then after we eat she sets into mouthing..... And whining... Which is even worse! So I get sooooooo mad I threw the remote against the counter and broke it and told her I was leaving and slammed the door behind me! (sounds like child abuse lol) if I woulda stayed in the house I woulda beat her! Haha! Anyways so I'm sitting outside cooling off and I hear her crying so then I really think what if she really thinks I'm leaving... So then I feel bad... And then I star thinking what if something falls on her and I never get to talk to her again.... Well then I'm bawling even more!!! Haha this sounds ridiculous but that's me.... :) so then I go back in and she's layin on one couch and I sit on the other... And I said G you know what you have the life! You have it made! I take you swimming, shopping, to your cousins, to your neenas.. I buy you clothes I cook for you!! I said there are kids out there that would give anything to eat or to have clothes! Of course she has no idea what I. Talkin about. But she is so spoiled rotten! Kids like her need to know about the kids out there that don't get anything! And the ones that actually really get beat and not a little spanking..... I mean it's ridiculous! She needs to learn that she doesn't get candy, pop or food every time we go in a stupid store!!!! Or a toy every time we go in Walmart!!!! Which the toy thing she's figured out... And she's ok with it finally! She's almost 4 and is the whiniest kid I know! I told her I'm gonna start whooping her every time she whines!!! But I probly won't... I don't think it would work. If it would work I'd definitely do it. I sometimes think a lot of things that she does has to do with the way I was when she was in my belly! What made me start thinking that is because she is SO scared of guns.... Well the day before she came out of my belly I killed a deer! Hahaha! She will bawl if anybody gets a gun out. We shot skeet yesterday and she stayed in the house crying! Sad....! Then the whiny crap... When I was prego I think I did nothing but cry!!! Cuz I had a scumbag cheatin husband and that's all I could do. I was a baby.but I had a right and a reason to be! I should be a spokesperson! If you are pregnant and your husband cheats on you or body slams you on the couch.... Don't stay with him! Leave him!!!! Even if they are your daughters sperm donor!!!!! A man has no right to do either of those! Pregnant or not pregnant! But if you're prego it could hurt the baby or affect them in some way. Nt something you should allow. You will be happier living with your parents who will take good care of you then sleeping with a man who is only your man when he's home... And someone else's when he's gone! Gah I'm on a roll! Ok enough! That's enough! So the bachelor finale comes on sunday night! I'm super psyched!!!!!!! I cannot wait!!!! Oh hey we finally got MTV and nickelodeon back! The 2 most watched channels in my house thank God!!!!! Isn't it weird to think that your life is In someone else's hands..... I was driving thru Siloam today and it was soooo busy and I kept thinking oh my gosh what if that vehicle crossed the line or what if they weren't watching.... Life can end in an instant.. That's weird to think about.... Isn't it funny that you used to have to get an inspection sticker!!!! Hahahahah ok left blinker.... Right blinker.... Honk the horn! Hahaha that cracks me up so bad! You know what else annoys me.... Nevermind! Hahahah! Just has to do with Facebook! It's so annoying! I don't know why I have a Facebook! Oh wait yea I do because I'm a nosey person!!!! Thats the only reaso!!!! But I don't wanna be nosey anymore because some of the Whiney crap I've seen on Facebook drives me crazy! It saddens me how people talk about their children so bad sometimes (I do it too) when there are people out there that would give anything to have a kid! I don't put it on a public forum that my kid is from hell! Why would anyone do that.... Someone showed me that on someone else's Facebook.... Not any of my friends ;) ok ill stop on that. I do gripe about my kid... I admit it. Next, what is wrong with Farrah???? Does anybody know what's wrong with her?????? She has issues and so does her sister.... If they don't like their mom that much why do they still have contact with her.... That poor mom! Ok that's all for now!