Let me tell you how my mind works!!!

Alright here it goes... so Im sitting here doing homework... thinking i should write my quick writes up now and the final observation when i get out of the shower. So i get in the shower and i'm thinking about this violence right? I had a dream last night about getting shot but i think we were at church. Anyways so then I put shampoo in my hair and im still thinking about this when all of a sudden.............OUUUUCHHHH!!!! ouch ouch ouch ouch..... i have soap in my eye! then i start thinking... why in the world would they make something that makes you want to pull your eyeball out and throw it away!!!!!!! so then i start thinking... you know what... these people that do harmful things to others.... should be put in a mental place where they squirt soap in their eyes... and just when they think the hurt is gone pour the soap in there again!!! Because just like what they did to those people... killed their kids.. or kill anyone.. he hurt their family.. and just when they think the pain is gone.. it comes back! The pain never goes away when you lose a loved one. So keep squirting that soap in there eye! HAHAHAHHAHAH! ok i may be stupid. but i was also thinkin about making them work in an onion restaurant and all they can do is cut onions! hahahahahah. and that was really stupid, so ill just stick with squirting soap in there eyes! But really my eye is still burning and i've been out of the shower for 10 minutes. I guess it would take a lot of money to buy the soap though huh. man im evil. anyways but really this world has gone crazy. do you think God should be let back into schools? ummm yea! I think we should post a sign on the front of our school that says "God is welcome here" You know why? Because he is! My class says the pledge of allegience and guess what? we say "UNDER GOD!!!!!!" We have a moment of silence, where we think or PRAY about our day! i mean come on! Maybe ill just post a sign on my door that says "God is welcome in my classroom" (I will ask permission first hahahahah) I'm only kidding but seriously. God is allowed in my classroom. My children talk about God and Jesus more than any class I've ever had! And i don't even bring it up! THEY DO! Praise the Lord for that! anyways. i should finish my paper now but guess what? I dont want to!!!! But guess what else? I have next week and THEN IM DONE!!!! until January 6 of course. but I'll have 6 hours down towards my masters. i can't wait to be done. its such a hassle. I kinda wanna quit.... ok not really. I have really learned a lot of stuff already. and researched stuff i already knew and learned more about it. it's kinda fun. It would be funner if i could get the work done before the last minute. you know sunday night i like to go to bed early, but i'm always up late doing homework! (or writing a blog haha) It seems like sunday nights is when i write a blog post.... i guess i need to procrastinate more so i do this. Today when I was drivin I was thinkin of all the things I'd like to say... but i'm not just gonna put them on facebook. Because have you seen the comments people have been making lately? About the guns and stuff? People will post something which is there opinion and someone will just automatically fight or argue or disagree and attack them.... kinda crazy... so i'd be scared to put anything on facebook about it. But I will just be honest, I think Monday will be a scary day for everyone! I'm kind of scared to go to school.... It's kind of creepy when something like this happens and now every school will be worried about this! One person did it, of course its going to happen again.... maybe we should ALL pray that it wont!!!!!!!!! Maybe that would stop it. Ok let me tell you this... by no means should our guns be taken away! I've had a gun all my life! Since I was like 3 or 4 or 5 or 6 or something. Ha i really dont know. But i've had one forever. When I was very young my dad bought me a real gun a 243 and i made payments to him like every week.... i still have that gun and several more. Now, me and my mom had the conversation about the big military assault rifles that have clips that hold like 50 rounds........ now that right there is why it's so easy to kill so many people at one time.... no one needs a gun that holds that many bullets.... BUT let me tell you.... D has an AR 15 and he bought a clip with it that holds like 40 bullets... and I have to admit.. it is FUN to shoot!!!! But by the time you shoot 10 your arm hurts to bad that you never want to shoot a gun again. hahah. but really.... no one needs a gun that shoots that many times! I say they should definitly limit those and outlaw those. not even make them. I have a 22 that holds like 10... thats enough. If it takes me 10 shots to hit a squirrel then i need to take a shooting class or something. hahaha! Next, well i won't say what i'm thinking next it might be illegal... hahah. but i really think that the principal or counselor or someone in the building should have a gun... right? They have to protect a whole school! But of course then some psycho would become principal and kill everyone in the school.... or there would be an accident and the gun would go off and shoot someone and people would say... "thats why we don't have guns in school." I guess I will use God as my shield! If it's my time to go I will be praying to God to watch over and protect my children and family and if I die, so be it I guess. At least, God was the last person and the NEXT person I will talk to! Praise God for that eternal life in heaven. I don't want to die of course, but if its my time, its my time right.... Anyways, say a special prayer for all the teachers tonight... you know I'm sure we're all freakin out about having to go to school tomorrow. And definitly prayers for the Connecticut people....